Mood:embarrassed and greatful
listening to:Such great heights by the postal service
heyyyyy
meep.
My old crush for a friend reinighted Meep!~
hes hitting on me O//////////O
Meep
Meep
Meeep!~
Im so nervous and blushing xD
I sound like Im panicing which I kinda am...
And My friend called my boyfriend a couple minutes ago xDDD
Mood:a mixed mood.
listening to: Hate me by Blue October.
time: 5:40 PM.
Hey..
I realized how much i will never ever cry..
I should have cried today..Which i didnt I just laughed off a injury and lied and said im okay and everyone believed me...Thats the sad thing because I started to want to fight because of my injury
I grabbed this guy and held him up by his shirt scruff and told him to shut it or i would hurt him and I wasnt joking.
I should have beat him up for all this shit he does to make my life hell...
I do put up a fight a bad fight because I ached all over I kinda wasnt doing my best at fighting the guy but I still ache all over...
My grandmother says I might be coming down with the flu..And knowing me Im probably gonna get it then go bai bai probably.
Which means I wont achieve my dream and all my hopes and I wont get to hold my drug in my hands to confort and actually show how much i love my drug.
If anyone touches my drug I am gonna be ready for a fight..
So yeah..
Incase your wondering heres my drugs:
1.Christopher
2.Love
3.pop.
I dont want to lose my first drug..
We're really the same..
very much so..
But in other news my injury was a soccerball slamming into my face which I just laughed off then got really moody.
its just it sent something off withen me which wasnt the best thing for me..
it was the worst..
It set off all my dreams and hopes to die alittle inside..
as did I...
~Bloody
You wanna know what I find hilarious?
The fact that I break up every realationship after 4 months.
Surprise Ive been with my current boyfriend 4 months and I dont know if I can make it last due to waiting too long which I have no patience for.
I will stay up all night just because I want to see someone I love really bad.
So I will stay up all night..
Probably turn to cutting more.,
Listen to screamo/metal really loud.
I probably know what hes doing sleeping or hanging with his friends and shit.
Whatever Im not the type to go out at all........
Funny.
Funny Pathetically funny.
I keep glacing at the phone with a glare.
Im not going to answer phone calls HA!
theres a lesson to have.
Anddddd
I wont talk to him for a while and lets see I will act as if I have no clue who he is yes.
That sounds okay right?
I know I sound really messed up its because I dont really trust men anymore not at all.
so bye.
~The Depressed Bloody~
Mood:Worried and frightened.
listening to: I have no clue the song but its off a vid I made. see? See???Comment?
time:7:05 PM
Gosh..
Alot has changed in me through the years.
Im actually going to go to church and Im now Christian.
I still plan on moving up in Ohio.like up north.
Near a mall..
Instead of being in this little small city.
But compared to my boyfriend's place of living we're a huuuuge city.
but Compared to Columbus Ohio we're smalll!~!
Okay and I found out my nationalities!~
English
German
Irish
Scottish
And of course American.
Lately people are treating me like shit alot.
Expecially Men.
grawr!~
I shall kick their asses.
This child on my bus tried to drag me down the seat!~ D<
and kicked and punched the seat
And I go pissed and grabbed him by the shirt and said I would beat the shit outta him if he wasnt careful.
and i said Fuck you bitchhh!~!
So yeaaah
its weird.
baii~!
~bloody
D=
Mary Lou mai guinea pig died today 
<--- Mary Lou
