Hey Guys,
As in the title, I feel really, really frustrated, restless and uncomfortable. College is too stupid. I keep having issues with my freakin' van, the teachers keep bailing on us and even though it's been a month here, I still feel like I joined here yesterday...But, I'll never stop feeling that, so I might as well come on terns with that.
But, what's really bothering me is my cousin. She is 4 years older than me and lives in Canada. When she was little she was overly attached to my Dad, and still she tells him everything. She came here in 2011 and because I don't have a sister I became really close to her, to the point that I told her all my fears and problems and at that time she gave me a good support and consoled me. After going back, she stopped all contact, even though I tried really hard to keep in touch, she was either busy or uninterested, so I stopped to pursue her after a while.
Now, after nearly 3 years of no contact she wants to come back. And, the reason for that is because she's really disturbed. She messaged her whole situation to my Dad on facebook and he told us and I was REALLY astonished about the fact that she is feeling exactly the same way I keep feeling. The same depression, the same emptiness, the whole deal. You guys know about it, if you've responded to my posts and PMs...And, that's just fucking insane that what I haven't been able to say to my Dad in two years, she tells him in a mere message, and my Dad feels for her!! I feel so useless, all of a sudden! If I say any of what she has written in that message, my Dad would either laugh or thrash me, but he was literally worried for her! That's just bullshit!
Ugh, the freakin' injustice!!! :(
Hey Guys,
Sorry, I wasn't online yesterday, that wedding and no sleep has given me a fever and also because yesterday, my van didn't come and I had to wait 30 minutes in the cold! Then finally I took the bus, but it was so full that I got off with out paying and had to take a two rickshaws(google it) to get to my college! It was horrible, and I was also 15 minutes late...I swear, someone could have told me that van wouldn't come!
So, now I'm all shivery and water in my throat, and photo-shoping things, lol! :P
I think I'll stay at home tomorrow!
Hey Guys,
So, I'm back, and mentally and physically exhausted! I have only slept a couple of hours in two days. I couldn't even sleep on the bus. But, I'm hell sleepy now, I'll go straight to sleep after dinner, I don't care about my uniform anymore, but, ugh, I'll have to get up an hour earlier tomorrow to iron it...
As for the wedding, that is the main reason for my exhaustion. A wedding reception that lasts 7 hours is just too much! And, I couldn't even enjoy myself later because the music was just too loud and got a head ache. It was so darn genius that we had to get the table nearest to the loud speaker! This was officially the longest wedding I have ever been too, and my uncle has three more kids, I don't know how I'll endure their weddings! :P
I'm seriously not used to "partying" the way they were! Humph!
Some people are just too over!
Hey Guys^^
Tomorrow is finally the wedding day of the wedding I was talking about in some of my previous posts...If I can I'll try to from there...Tomorrow is going to be a really stressful day, so pray for me guys! The city's situation isn't going to be much better, so pray for that too, guys, haha!
I feel a regular amount of frustruation these days, guys! I don't know what to do about that...I get easily annoyed and irritated, it's like I have become I touch-me-not flower, haha....Gotta get it out of of my system!
So, that's it for now guys^^
Bye...
Hey Guys^^
As from the title I was itching to post here! :D I really love comments and check my phone all day for them, but I don't reply to them there and then because it's really hard to comment from my phone.>.> But when you guys comment on my things it makes my day so much brighter!^^ Oh, man, I'm OBSESSED with TheO! :D And, despite my apparent business, I don't care! :P
So, my days these days are going well. I wake up, go to college, come home, watch anime, do loads of work, iron my crappy uniform, do the dishes/dusting/do my laundry and go to sleep and the cycle repeats! I feel really bummed about no Saturdays, I just can't get over it, hehe, even though I'm pretty used to my college...What bother me is that, I think I've told my new friend too much in such a less time. I have always been a talker but I think I have gone over board...Should this fact disturb me or not?
There was a crappy lecture given to us on boy-girl relationship today. I won't go into detail but it sure did make my head ache! Dx It's a girls college, why the heck do they care about such things? :P Well, anyways, I'm not going to attend these kinds of things the next time. I'll just hide, my college is too big, haha.
So, that's it for now!
Bye^^
