well this story is bout somethin tht happened to me not too long ago.....Well it all starts off bout a year ago. I had met a beautiful girl named Tashia she had got me into anime in no time. When she discovered i lived right down the road from her she kept inviting me over to her house almost every single day. I didnt mind at all i was always ignored till i met her. Anyway she has an evil girl named Jazz she has been Tashia's gf for years. But then bout half a year ago Tashia started calling me less and inviting me less. I thought nothin of it at first but then when she got word Jazz was moving ishe sounded so happy. But i could tell she wasnt happy at all her voice was starting to sound less cheerful and it almost sounded like she could cry at any moment. then 2 months ago Jazz didnt have any control over our local anime club and Tashia is usually the one to take charge and we listen to her. But now tht Jazz has moved in i KNOW tht Jazz is using Tashia to get control not only over the club but also to get everything she dosnt deserve. I keep trying to wake Tashia from this nightmare but she's too brainwashed by her gf to see how much i love her. I told the anime club and almost all agree with me they all encourage me to do my best. I give special thanx to xXHaseos GirlXx who has made 2 music videos for me and Tashia i thank her from the bottom of my heart. But unfortunatly Tashia is ignoring me either cuzz her gf told her not to or she's too damn scared to face the truth i tell. Truthfully i think Tashia would've broke up with her a long time ago cuzz i got my 1st kiss form her and she said she has a crush on me. But the only reason y Tashia's still with Jazz is cuzz Jazz fights drirty always threatening to kill herself if Tashia broke up with her she's also a drama queen and knows how to throw a fit to get Tashia's attention. I dont want Tashia the girl i love more than anything in the world to be used for the rest of her life so anyones got any ideas to help me plz tell me as soon as possible. Im crying juss typing this this plz help me. Some people say to find a new girl. But....when u find someone thts saved ur life many times tht she'll ever know u cant juss give up people who read this letter tell all the people u know to give me advice. I WONT GIVE UP TASHIA.....AND JAZZ ....I WILL NOT FAIL!!!!!!!

delayed

hey guys well i got a lil delayed but thts probly cuzz jazz went to the fair with tashia. but dont worry i got another idea for a kiss take her by the chin have her look at me then i'll kiss her. lol dont worry i've done tht before well to get her atttention at least.I'll do my best to go through with it i cant wait to kiss her!!!!!!!

the fair

k' good news and bad news good news is the fair's in town bad news is i still havent heard from tashia and im nervous bout bumping into jazz there too. i know a lot of people say juss go there and have fun...But inervous tht jazz will be there and if we bump into each other *sigh* yet again she'll start to throw some more drama.Then the entire fair will juss well glare at me with her so called "why me" act. But i also got a plan to kiss tashia and here it is when me and her are alone in her room i'll pin her arms to her bed say i love you then give her the best kiss i got (well this is the 1st time i kissed someone so yeah im like totally terrified) well comment when ya can cya

other reasons

Here r some other reasons why jazz is bad, this was back in like march but i heard from my friend tashia tht they're going to a convention on my b-day. I was so excited i thought i'd be going,but jazz decited to replace me with someone who's already gone to the same convention. And on my b-day all i wanted to do was cry and not to mention as hard as this may seem for 12 strait years in a row something bad has always happend on my either 11th or 12th b-day i nearly got stuck by lightning i could tell cuzz when the bolt flew over my head all the hairs on my body stood strait up. And juss when i thought my b-day was gonna be a good one this happend. My guess is the reason y she didnt invite me was cuzz she knew i was the only one who could wake her up. And not to mention when they 1st started the relationship Jazz threatened to kill herself if she broke up so it sounds to me tht she forced tashia in the relationship. And as much as tashia says she loves jazz i think she's forcing herself to love Jazz. Since we call each other by death note names jazzes nickname is matt tashias is mello now i cant look at matt pics ever the same cuzz they remind my of jazz and how shes using tashia shes a year older than tashia so she knows how to do tht to her. She even made tashia have sex with her when tashia was 13. *sigh* my heart aches so much for her. plz can everyone find anything to help me? *gets on knees and begs* plz...

other reasons

Here r some other reasons why jazz is bad, this was back in like march but i heard from my friend tashia tht they're going to a convention on my b-day. I was so excited i thought i'd be going,but jazz decited to replace me with someone who's already gone to the same convention. And on my b-day all i wanted to do was cry and not to mention as hard as this may seem for 12 strait years in a row something bad has always happend on my either 11th or 12th b-day i nearly got stuck by lightning i could tell cuzz when the bolt flew over my head all the hairs on my body stood strait up. And juss when i thought my b-day was gonna be a good one this happend. My guess is the reason y she didnt invite me was cuzz she knew i was the only one who could wake her up. And not to mention when they 1st started the relationship Jazz threatened to kill herself if she broke up so it sounds to me tht she forced tashia in the relationship. And as much as tashia says she loves jazz i think she's forcing herself to love Jazz. Since we call each other by death note names jazzes nickname is matt tashias is mello now i cant look at matt pics ever the same cuzz they remind my of jazz and how shes using tashia shes a year older than tashia so she knows how to do tht to her. She even made tashia have sex with her when tashia was 13. *sigh* my heart aches so much for her. plz can everyone find anything to help me? *gets on knees and begs* plz...

kiss

hey guys i juss wanna ask for some advice i juss wanna kiss tashia so ummmm think u should tell me how or when or wat to do cuzz as you can see from this message im utterally clueless so help me if ya can thanx!!!