I FINALLY GOT TO GO TO TASHIA'S HOUSE!!!!!!......But i didnt kiss her. She showed me new mello vids on youtube she'd laugh and my heart was heavily beating. i kept gazing at her lips as she also read MelloxL fanfics. My head was right next to hers....ha im suprised she couldnt feel some sort of vibe from me. I kept wonderin if i should kiss her, but the fear of rejection followed me. My heart ached knowing i could loose her and i was too scared to show her my feelings.....Why? Why can't i do it? though i gave her the place to see this world so hopefully she'll be on after her sleep. Too bad i forgot to tell her "have a good nap". Hmmmmmmmm i wonder what she's thinkin bout. But at least i got to treasure her voice in my heart again.