hi everyone *sigh* its been 4 weeks since i heard or seen tashia im worried bout her its not like her to to this now i fear jazz has told her never to see me again as it says in the title its like there's a hole in my heart i tell my mom but she tells me to give up but the more i think bout it she always tells me to give up on things but i wont give up it feels like everything i love goes away no matter how hard i try but when tashia came it was then i felt love from her times when i'd cry in her arms and always smile at me i felt like she acctualy loved me till jazz moved in idk what to say now but someone help me.