The way I feel at times…

Good evening my lovelies. I sincerely hope that everyone is doing well through the end of this winter. It’s been nice for me to be back, although I admit that I’m still battling some pretty rough bouts of depression at this time. They say that it’s good for the heart and mind to talk things out at times, so that’s what I’ve hoped to do here briefly. If you don’t want to read, then it’s okay. I just really wanted to talk a little bit about it.

To be completely honest about it, it’s been rather rough for the last few days, though I’ve tried hard to fight it. I can’t really say exactly what’s bringing it on. I’ve struggled a lot, but it’s just been pretty bad lately, and affecting me big time.

On the bright side, I did have a nice visit today with my husband’s niece and her baby, who’s about six months old. That cheered me up a little, and it was fun to be around a small baby again (considering my children are nine and four). But this evening I’ve been finding my mind turning a little sour again, and it’s quite frustrating. I’ve talked to my doctor about it and how I’ve felt pretty hollow a lot of times, and they’re trying to help, but so far there’s not much luck. For that, I’m trying to keep myself busy with stuff around my house and making things, including stuff I share at the ‘O. I kind of hope that it helps in the long run, considering that I don’t like feeling like this.

Okay, kind of short, but I wanted to talk a little bit about that in hopes that it makes me feel better. If you read all of it, then I thank you for that. Good night *waves*