This is my Christmas Code Geass fanfiction. Depending on my mind, this may be a really long fanfic.

Lelouch Lamperouge becomes the 99th emperor of Britannia. How will he react when his favorite maiden leaves him? Did she really run away? What is her motive?

An original fanfiction by Tsukiyo-kun. Please read from the bottom post and work your way up.

To leave you in your misery, To hate what you've become.

I got up from the table and discarded of the rest of my food. I trudged my way back up the stairs to my room. I threw my body carelessly onto the bed. I removed the necklace from my neck and focused on its details. This is my way of meditating. I pick an object and put all of my concentration on it.
After what seems like hours of staring at the ornate locket, I set it aside on the nightstand and switch positions to lie on my side. I brush my long bangs behind my ear to get them out of my petite face. I let out a lengthy sigh and groan. The meditation has been proven fruitless.

When all is said and done…

…!

My eyes widen in realization. I quickly pull myself up and hastily into change my outfit. I put on my white arm band, black knee-high socks, and crimson ribbon. I slipped on my black cleats and rush out the door.
I must leave before he notices me!

“Taylor! Wait!”

Shit!

I grit my teeth together in frustration and turn my head around. My shoes screech on the floor when I am trying to come to a stop. I added pressure into my shoes to come to a halt.

“What do you think you’re doing?” Lelouch questioned impatiently. He is still in his emperor garb and he walked towards me with a look I have never seen on his face before. It was a mix between sorrow and fear.
“Leaving. I am not bound here and you cannot make me stay. The geass doesn’t affect me.” I responded. I turned my head back and I get ready to leave for the second time. I feel Lelouch grab one of my arms.

“Don’t leave.” He said quietly. I look at his face and see his lip quivering. His grip tightens around my forearm. The frown is clearly visible on his face. He looks up to meet my eyes. The expression is a mixed one. His brows show anger and his eyes are shiny. Nevertheless, it is a pained expression.

Is he going to cry?!

“Why?”

He jerked me forward and released my arm. He touches my chin and tilts my head up. My eyes are level with his and I notice how close we are.
“Because losing you would make me flip my lid.” He sincerely whispered. I gasped lightly in shock when I understood what he meant. I saw what he was doing next. He moved his face down, closer to mine to close the remaining space between us. He is an inch away from my lips and I feel his breath on my face. He doesn’t hesitate at the least bit and his lips crashed on mine.

He quickly becomes rough with the kiss and dominates my lips with a passion I have never felt before. I notice that he is not trying to control himself and he presses me against a wall. He wraps his arms around my neck and I feel his body against mine. I kiss him back.

No! I must stop him now if I am to make it out of here with my sanity!
I regained control of my body and harshly pushed Lelouch away from me. He loses his footing and falls down. His eyes were filled with awestruck. He looks at me as if I had ripped out his heart and stomped on it. Tears fall down his eyes. His wide eyes refused to leave me. I immediately glared at him with the coldest look I could muster. I notice something on the ground and I look at it. It was a white heart-shaped locket. It was Nunually’s!

I will be the one to leave you in the misery and hate what you've become.

That’s it!

I snatch the locket and bolt out the door without glancing back. I have made up my mind. Tears begin to fall down my face as I deal with the tough times ahead. I know what I must do. I must not think about him now. Yet, I cannot force myself to take my mind off of him.

End