Hi everyone,
The Dark Realm is basically a realm of dark desires and dark...things. I really can't say much about the dark realm. I can only hope that it will be visited often by other members.
I created the dark realm because I like being alone and I like to sit by myself in the dark hours of the night.Hey, we can't all be perfect right?Any way the dark realm was made because of how I was feeling and how miserable I was becoming. I hope you enjoy your visit to the dark realm.

Bored as HELL!!!!!

Man am I ever so tired and bored.I didn't go to bed until 4:30 this morning and then I had to get up at 7:00 to get ready for school.But I didn't get up until about 8:00.For me,my sister,and my little brother school starts at 8:10.So we were kind of late since I didn't get up right away.
Ugh.I so want to go home and get back in bed.But I can't because my mom kind of gets bitchy sometimes and doesn't like it when me and my siblings try and stay home on a school day.*Yawns*Too bad today wasn't a holiday,otherwise I could be home sleeping.But no,I'm stuck at school for the entire miserable day.
I wished we had three days of school like we did last week,but we don't.What a BIG Bummer.Last week our school's basketball team had a tournament up in Huron,South Dakota.It has some teams from Nebraska and South Dakota,mostly Native American high school teams.Our basketball teams,both boys and girls,are called the Lady Chiefs and the Chiefs.I hate to say it but our girl's basketball team sucks this year.Our boys B-ball team ins't that bad,I guess.
Well I guess that's it for now,I might write another post soon.

Land of the Immortals

What is it you desire so much?
Do you desire death?

You keep coming back here
To this place of life and beauty
You walk among us as though you think you belong
Why is that?
You are not like any of us
You have no immortality
You nothing more than an empty shell
Yet you keep coming back here
To the land of the Immortals
To my homeland
There are those among us who think of you
As nothing more than an empty,hollow things
A lifeless thing with a hunger so deep
It cannot fathom its own hunger
Then there are those among my kind who think of you as a child
A child who has yet to learn his purpose in this life
They welcome you with open arms
They think of you as a friend
They think you mean us no harm at all
But they are just beginning to come into their prime
They don't know what you do to our kind
They don't know the experiments you put us through
They don't know of the many horrors you can commit
They don't know anything
Yet
But they will soon learn what your kind can do
At least to a certain extent that makes them stay away from you
I am not like either of those immortals
I am like a guardian
Born to protect my kind from yours
So that we won't be like your kind

I stand here looking about the land I call home
And I see a place of beauty
A place of peace
A place where I can find some kind of serenity
A place where I can find a refuge from all the torments
That man has done to me

A long time ago
I ventured into the world of man
Hoping to find some sort of understanding of man's world
But what I found was torture
Once man found out what I was
They took me away to a place where they could experiment on me
They wanted to test my abilities
To see if I could do things that man couldn't
Man experimented on me to the point that I thought I would break
But then something happened
Something I couldn't explain
Though man had hurt me
I felt that I had done something wrong against them
I felt that somehow I had created something evil
In their world
Something so evil it would consume them completely
(to be continued...)

As I watch the falling leaves

As I watch the falling leaves
I wonder what it's like to be free
Free to forget about all your worries
Free to forget about going to school every day
Free to forget about going to work every day
Free to express yourself without any one saying anything to you
free to go anywhere you please
Free to do whatever you want
Free to be who you are without
Free to let go of all your pain
free to let go of all your loneliness
Free to be different
Free to feel what it is to have some fun

As I watch the falling leaves
I wonder what it's like to feel
Feel loved by family
Feel confused or out of place when something is wrong
Feel lonely when you have no one by your side to comfort you
Feel trust from those you know as your friends and family
Feel safe when you have a place to stay and a bed to sleep in at night
Feel pain when you've just lost one of your loved ones you really cared about
Feel betrayed when those you thought were your friends never had your back
Feel loved by that special someone
Feel how life goes on

As I watch the falling leaves
I wonder what it's like to be lonely
When there's no one by your side
When every one else has someone to trust
When every one has friends to hang out with
When you have no one to talk to
When your by yourself
When every one else has a special someone to love them
When you have no one special
When you have no one to greet in the morning when you wake up each morning
When you have no friends to visit with
When your family is mad at you
When life doesn't go on

As I watch the falling leaves
I wonder what it's like to miss someone you truly cared about
When they aren't alive anymore
When their six feet underground
When they died leaving you with memories of a time that has forever been lost to you
When you remember the good times you had with them
When you remember the embarassing times you had with them
When all you can think about is how much you truly miss that someone
When that someone was always there for you no matter what
When that someone would always cheer you up when you were feeling down
When that someone is never going to be by your side anymore

As I watch the falling leaves
I wonder what it's like to remember
Remember the good times
Remember the bad times
Remember the frst time you truly loved someone
Remember the person you held close to your heart when that person isn't here anymore
Remember the pain you felt when you lost a loved one
Remember the loneliness that you felt when you had no one to back you up
Remember the day you felt something being taken from your life
Remember the time you had your first boyfriend/girlfriend
Remember the time you had your first kiss
Remember the time you went out on your first date
Remember the happist times of your life

As I watch the falling leaves
I wonder what it's like to feel pain
Pain that was caused by the loss of a loved one
Pain caused by your loneliness
Pain caused by your so-called friends
Pain created when you had nobody to talk to
Pain that was caused by the fact that some things aren't meant to be
Pain caused by the fact that you've lost somenthing or someone close to you
Pain that was caused by people you thought loved you dearly
Pain caused by every day life
Pain caused by someone you thought loved you for who you were
Pain caused by the fact that life isn't perfect
Pain caused by the fact that life isn't always fair
Pain that won't seem to go away

As I watch the falling leaves
I wonder what it's like to hated
When every one tries to be your friend
When every one tries to be there for you
When every one tries to get to know you better
When every one says they know you
When every one is always dressing like you
When every one is always looking like you
When every one is always trying to be like you
When every one wants to be you
When every one loves you
When every one is your biggest fan
When every one loves something about you
When every one really hates you

As I watch the falling leaves
I wonder what it like to feel life pass you by

Untitled

Look around you
Do you see what you have done?
Do you see the lives you have taken?
They were innocents
And yet you took their lives without thinking about what you were doing
To be honest you never gave them a chance to heed your warning
Those poor people
I feel sorry for them
I feel even sorrier for you
You felt you had a purpose in life
You had thought that purpose in life was to destroy everyone else's lives by killing those they loved
I pray that the ones you kille don't seek vengence in the afterlife
Because they could do impairable harm to you

Do you...?

Do you think your perfect?
Do you think your better than everybody else?
Do you act like your all high and mighty?
Do you think about how you treat people?
Do you ever think about something before you act?
Do you ever care about anyone other than yourself?
Do even dare to think about other peoples' feelings?
Do you even CARE?
If you don't then you should think about this
Every time you say something to someone
They take it a little more seriously than you think
It doesn't matter if you were joking
It doesn't matter if you never even meant for it seem like a compliment
Those things you said to those people
Made them think that they were nothing in everybody esle's eyes
You never even thought that did you?
You only thought to look cool to your friends
You only thought to make yourself look better than those people you made fun of
Too bad
Because you can never take those words back
No matter what you tried to do
How pathetic
You thought you were better than them
But you got it all wrong
Because it seems that they were better than you
Yeah they took your insults
But that doesn't mean they didn't take it seriously
So the next time you want to make fun of every body else around you
It's best that you think before you act or say anything