Hi everyone,
The Dark Realm is basically a realm of dark desires and dark...things. I really can't say much about the dark realm. I can only hope that it will be visited often by other members.
I created the dark realm because I like being alone and I like to sit by myself in the dark hours of the night.Hey, we can't all be perfect right?Any way the dark realm was made because of how I was feeling and how miserable I was becoming. I hope you enjoy your visit to the dark realm.
- Created By Darkgoddess17
So Many Tears
Oh God no!
You can't do this to me
Not yet
Not now
I can't take it
I don't want to live anymore
Not like this
Not any longer
Why?
Why do this to me?
I have done nothing to hurt anyone
I have always tried my best to be a good person
Even though deep down inside of there lies something dark and evil
Please...please just don't do this
Don't take them away from...me
Please don't take them away from me!
I sit here trying so hard not to cry
I thought I was strong
But now I know I'm not
I can't take this anymore
I can't catch my breath
I can't even breathe in air
It's like I'm suffocating
Like I'm being drowned in the deepest part of the ocean
I fall down and slump against a huge oak tree
Trying so hard to keep myself from falling apart
But I know it won't be long before I do give in
Give in to the heart wrenching pain
It feels like someone has gone and hit me with the force of a speeding semi
I can feel it through every nerve in my body
My body begins to tremble
I feel cold
Oh so cold
I look over to where they lay silent and peaceful
I feel a lump in my throat
Oh God why did you have to do this?
Why did you take them away from me?
Why?!
I loved them so so much
And you took them away from me
I feel the pain consuming me again
This time it's worse
Ten times as worse as it was before
The tears I've been trying to hold back for so long are fighting to be let free
And God help me
I'm not going to be able to hold them back
I cry so hard I can barely breathe right
I lean on my hands and knees
Crying
Crying so hard I don't even notice you standing there watching me
But I don't care anymore
Because MY family is gone
Forever
I'm never going to see them ever again
Not in this lifetime
Maybe not in the next lifetime
But if I wish for it
Maybe I'll get to see them soon
Your standing next to me
I don't care though
I keep crying
I cry so hard I can't help but look over to where my family lies dead
And I can't help but yell to God how wrong this is
About how it should have been me not them
I yell at you for killing them
You don't do anything but stand there
You stand there and take my accusations
You stand there looking at me while I'm crying
I look away from you and can't help but cry some more
It hurts you know
Seeing your family right in front of you,dead
There's nothing else in the world that hurts this much
And believe me there isn't
When you lose those you held really close to your heart
You lose all sense of life
Because you lost the people you cared about the most
And you can't help but want to die with them
Well sometimes any way
But you still feel like you have no sense of living without them
Mostly becasue you loved them more than you would ever love any one else
I sit here crying my heart out while you stand there and watch me
You kneel donw next to me
Push my hair out of my face
And look at me
I don't look at you though
Because I know you did this to them
You grab my waist and pull me close to you
You hold me while I cry
I cry on your shoulder while you run your hand through my hair
I can't help but look over to where my family lay dead
It hurts to look
But I do any way
My breathing becomes shallow and uneven
You hold me a little tighter
I cry more
Harder than I cried before
I struggle against your hold on me
But you won't let me go
You keep holding me
I try and tell you to let me go
But you won't listen to me
You just hold me tighter and won't let go of me
I stop struggling and cry more
I can't help but cry,cry,and cry
You just sit there holding me close to you
Trying so hard to comfort me
But it's not working
Because I'm still crying
I cry so hard my body begins to tremble
I've cried so much
That I have cried
So many tears
I wrap my arms around you
And bury my face in your shoulder
It's weird
I feel like I can find some sort of peace whne I'm near you
More so now because I just lost my family
But you don't care do you
Because in the end you still have me
And I have you
Don't I?
You whisper something in my ear
I try to stop crying but I just can't get over seeing my family laying there dead
You pull back just enough so you can see my face
I try and look over at my family but you stop me
By gently grabbing my chin and force me to look at you
I cast my eyes down towards the ground so I don't have to look you in the eyes
I don't know what your going to do
And right now I could really care less
But then you do something very unexpected
You kiss me
It's a gentle kiss at first
Then it gets kind of more and more like a kiss a man would give to someone he has been waiting for his whole life
A kiss that says 'I will love you no matter what'
A kiss that symbolizes devotion and unconditional love
You pull away and hold me a little while longer
I don't know what to do
So I just let you hold me
I cried so much that day
I don't know for how long
But I do know I cried so much tears
That there were so many
You always tell me I've cried so many tears
That you don't know how I can still cry after all that crying I did on that day
But I don't mind your teasing
Because I know it's your way of trying to comfort me
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