As I watch the falling leaves
I wonder what it's like to be free
Free to forget about all your worries
Free to forget about going to school every day
Free to forget about going to work every day
Free to express yourself without any one saying anything to you
free to go anywhere you please
Free to do whatever you want
Free to be who you are without
Free to let go of all your pain
free to let go of all your loneliness
Free to be different
Free to feel what it is to have some fun
As I watch the falling leaves
I wonder what it's like to feel
Feel loved by family
Feel confused or out of place when something is wrong
Feel lonely when you have no one by your side to comfort you
Feel trust from those you know as your friends and family
Feel safe when you have a place to stay and a bed to sleep in at night
Feel pain when you've just lost one of your loved ones you really cared about
Feel betrayed when those you thought were your friends never had your back
Feel loved by that special someone
Feel how life goes on
As I watch the falling leaves
I wonder what it's like to be lonely
When there's no one by your side
When every one else has someone to trust
When every one has friends to hang out with
When you have no one to talk to
When your by yourself
When every one else has a special someone to love them
When you have no one special
When you have no one to greet in the morning when you wake up each morning
When you have no friends to visit with
When your family is mad at you
When life doesn't go on
As I watch the falling leaves
I wonder what it's like to miss someone you truly cared about
When they aren't alive anymore
When their six feet underground
When they died leaving you with memories of a time that has forever been lost to you
When you remember the good times you had with them
When you remember the embarassing times you had with them
When all you can think about is how much you truly miss that someone
When that someone was always there for you no matter what
When that someone would always cheer you up when you were feeling down
When that someone is never going to be by your side anymore
As I watch the falling leaves
I wonder what it's like to remember
Remember the good times
Remember the bad times
Remember the frst time you truly loved someone
Remember the person you held close to your heart when that person isn't here anymore
Remember the pain you felt when you lost a loved one
Remember the loneliness that you felt when you had no one to back you up
Remember the day you felt something being taken from your life
Remember the time you had your first boyfriend/girlfriend
Remember the time you had your first kiss
Remember the time you went out on your first date
Remember the happist times of your life
As I watch the falling leaves
I wonder what it's like to feel pain
Pain that was caused by the loss of a loved one
Pain caused by your loneliness
Pain caused by your so-called friends
Pain created when you had nobody to talk to
Pain that was caused by the fact that some things aren't meant to be
Pain caused by the fact that you've lost somenthing or someone close to you
Pain that was caused by people you thought loved you dearly
Pain caused by every day life
Pain caused by someone you thought loved you for who you were
Pain caused by the fact that life isn't perfect
Pain caused by the fact that life isn't always fair
Pain that won't seem to go away
As I watch the falling leaves
I wonder what it's like to hated
When every one tries to be your friend
When every one tries to be there for you
When every one tries to get to know you better
When every one says they know you
When every one is always dressing like you
When every one is always looking like you
When every one is always trying to be like you
When every one wants to be you
When every one loves you
When every one is your biggest fan
When every one loves something about you
When every one really hates you
As I watch the falling leaves
I wonder what it like to feel life pass you by
