True, true. That's what I've been saying to myself too. That boy....ugh... But your right, I need to do it soon. Can't stay with him just so he doesn't feel bad coz then it'll just kill me inside. Need to think about myself for once! Thanks TW!!! *hugs*
Girl, I have believe me...*sigh* Sadly I don't love him even a bit... He loves me but I don't love him. That's whats really getting me. I want out but I'm scared knowing him it'd really hurt him. But I can't be with someone I don't love, know what I mean?
darkittylove
Grand Otaku | Posted 12/11/09 | Reply
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True, true. That's what I've been saying to myself too. That boy....ugh... But your right, I need to do it soon. Can't stay with him just so he doesn't feel bad coz then it'll just kill me inside. Need to think about myself for once! Thanks TW!!! *hugs*
darkittylove
Grand Otaku | Posted 12/10/09 | Reply
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Girl, I have believe me...*sigh* Sadly I don't love him even a bit... He loves me but I don't love him. That's whats really getting me. I want out but I'm scared knowing him it'd really hurt him. But I can't be with someone I don't love, know what I mean?
darkittylove
Grand Otaku | Posted 12/10/09 | Reply
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Yeah I hope so. It's been killing me for months...-_- I think I'm going to have to leave him.
darkittylove
Grand Otaku | Posted 12/09/09 | Reply
@Kaerlyn:
Yeah it is. Hopefully things will be normal next year.
Kaerlyn
Tea pixie (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 12/09/09 | Reply
@darkittylove:
I'm sorry it isn't working so well. I hate the feeling of not being able to sleep. It is really difficult to clear your mind sometimes huh?
darkittylove
Grand Otaku | Posted 12/09/09 | Reply
@Kaerlyn:
Thanks. I really have tried everything...
darkittylove
Grand Otaku | Posted 12/09/09 | Reply
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Thanks. But I have tried that and still...I guess the stress form that other day still hasn't left. That darn bf of mine!!!
Yeah pills are dangerous! And that's why no matter what I'm not taking then. Unless it's absolutely nessasery.
Kaerlyn
Tea pixie (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 12/09/09 | Reply
With me it is usually overthinking that does it. Ugh. I hope you sleep better soon :3