yupp. ugh..i have to work this whole week to get bout 40 dollars so i can go get reaper T_T he lives like 1 hour and 15 min. away lol i might see if ck want to come :]
lol better than me. oh yea apparently my parents threatened to put brandon in jail if he kept on talkin to me, well i sent my mum a email saying that i was happy when i was with him and that everythings her fault...... im so proud of myself >:]
yupp...mmm bread >.> lol it kinda freaks me out that a 12 year old likes me :/ i dont normally date anyone younger than me, but theres are some exeptions lol like shane XD
me neither lol. humans are confusing as hell to me >.>
oh yea. i beat up to lil kids tonight :] lol jk but we were wrestling in the front yard, and playing football. one is bri's friend matt who used to chill with my brother, than theres his friends brandon (who's 12, i thought he was atleast 14-15) and he likes me X]
lol but its all good, i aint gonna worry about brandon.
it is..i havent really been all that happy lately because of it. oh yea i saw bri and she was like "are you made at me" and i was like "nope". she thought id get all pissy at her just because she was sharing her feelings -.-'
yes i ended up being depressed for almost 2 hours after that cause brandon had told me 2 days ago that "im almost on the verge of killing myself, everyday i think about you, and everyday it gets worse. I stay so depressed cause the girl i love more than anything in the world, i cant see her, look into her eyes, kiss her, hold her, laugh with here or love her. i just want things to be back the way they were before...when i was with you and everything was ok. After you left my whole world just fell apart, with out you theres no meaning to life and i dont care how long it takes me..i will get you back" :[
so yea... :[
i know right..and speaking of which im leaving to go to my lil sister bri's house in a lil. She ended up commenting my myspace last night saying exactly this (i copied and pasted) thats so sweet girl. im glad that brandon finaly relized that your perfect for him. atleast he has you if you and shane break up. but im not saying you will but if you do thenyou should give brandon a second chance. i cold always see that he still loved you but i just didnt wont to see it. but im happy for him and im happy for you too but having someone so special like brandon and shane. sometimes i wish i was you. your beauty, your personality, everythang about just gets all the guys coming back to you. sometimes i still cry at night because of what happenrf between me and brandon and i hate myself for it. but ill get over it some day. love you big sis and i hope you have a great day."
dude wtf your mum sounds like a bitch (that would be awsome if she read this lmao) mines letting me bring ck, bri, brandon, mony(mkay she doesnt know about him lol), reaper, dylan, brandon, and bout 8 other people over for halloween...
haha your mum needs a serious adittude ajustment cause thats like borderline emotional abuse man. and ive been through the physical and the emotional and it sucks.
and i agree wit ck, but your my freind, and your awsome :D
Thankies Brooke ^^ I'm actually feeling a lot more better >> may dress as something simple though. Maybe the one I wore to the Zoo once and scared everyone there because they thought I worked there XD
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/20/09 | Reply
@:
*hugs back* No, you're helping me a lot more than you really think. It really makes me feel a lot better to hear things like that. I love you too and always will no matter what happens, forever and always.
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/29/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
XD well at least you learned it
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/29/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
yea...if i wouldve known that sooner id be walking to his house every time we were up there lol
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/28/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
Oh wow >>' nice...
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/28/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
yea and now i showed my mum were he lives and she was like 'oh thats just up by your grandpa's..we can go get him' -.-'
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/27/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
lol XD makes more sense
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/27/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
yupp yupp, all it is, is cleaning the house, but my mum said for me to just ask my dad for the money and say that were goin shopping lol
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/27/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
lol well if you're able to go over, hope things go well with the work firstly
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/27/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
yupp.... *drools*
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/27/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
As long as it pays off right? ^^
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/27/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
yupp. ugh..i have to work this whole week to get bout 40 dollars so i can go get reaper T_T he lives like 1 hour and 15 min. away lol i might see if ck want to come :]
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/26/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
^^ I'm glad to hear that... things worked out
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/26/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
and she said me and brandon can be friends again....yay :]
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/26/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
XD oh wow... nice
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/25/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
exactly, and she's not even that pissed over it XD
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/25/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
Oh wow... At least you spoke your mind and told her what's what
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/25/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
lol better than me. oh yea apparently my parents threatened to put brandon in jail if he kept on talkin to me, well i sent my mum a email saying that i was happy when i was with him and that everythings her fault...... im so proud of myself >:]
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/24/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
lol XD I really don't know... I think I'm going trick or treating with family to get candy (due to my bro) and yeah...
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/24/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
yea. thats why i make exeptions <3 Lol so what are your plans for halloween? XD
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/23/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
lol nice XD I don't think it would really matter as long as you have a connection with someone and get along with them well ^^
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/23/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
yupp...mmm bread >.> lol it kinda freaks me out that a 12 year old likes me :/ i dont normally date anyone younger than me, but theres are some exeptions lol like shane XD
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/23/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
lol glad to hear it ^^
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/23/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
me neither lol. humans are confusing as hell to me >.>
oh yea. i beat up to lil kids tonight :] lol jk but we were wrestling in the front yard, and playing football. one is bri's friend matt who used to chill with my brother, than theres his friends brandon (who's 12, i thought he was atleast 14-15) and he likes me X]
lol but its all good, i aint gonna worry about brandon.
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/23/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
That's really too bad... wish I could help out... and I don't understand how you'd be upset at her over that though
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/23/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
it is..i havent really been all that happy lately because of it. oh yea i saw bri and she was like "are you made at me" and i was like "nope". she thought id get all pissy at her just because she was sharing her feelings -.-'
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/23/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
That is so sad an depressing...
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/23/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
yes i ended up being depressed for almost 2 hours after that cause brandon had told me 2 days ago that "im almost on the verge of killing myself, everyday i think about you, and everyday it gets worse. I stay so depressed cause the girl i love more than anything in the world, i cant see her, look into her eyes, kiss her, hold her, laugh with here or love her. i just want things to be back the way they were before...when i was with you and everything was ok. After you left my whole world just fell apart, with out you theres no meaning to life and i dont care how long it takes me..i will get you back" :[
so yea... :[
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/23/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
Oh wow... that's something...
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/23/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
i know right..and speaking of which im leaving to go to my lil sister bri's house in a lil. She ended up commenting my myspace last night saying exactly this (i copied and pasted) thats so sweet girl. im glad that brandon finaly relized that your perfect for him. atleast he has you if you and shane break up. but im not saying you will but if you do thenyou should give brandon a second chance. i cold always see that he still loved you but i just didnt wont to see it. but im happy for him and im happy for you too but having someone so special like brandon and shane. sometimes i wish i was you. your beauty, your personality, everythang about just gets all the guys coming back to you. sometimes i still cry at night because of what happenrf between me and brandon and i hate myself for it. but ill get over it some day. love you big sis and i hope you have a great day."
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/23/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
XD oh wow nice Bev...
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/23/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
mine doesnt...she says i need to get out less. XD cause im never home
ajLOVEStobi
Otaku Legend | Posted 10/22/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
Yes Very true.
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/22/09 | Reply
@ajLOVEStobi:
They actually might... could be since they also function as shorts XD
ajLOVEStobi
Otaku Legend | Posted 10/22/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
IDK. maybe they streach.
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/22/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
lol my mom says I need to get out more >>
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/22/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
wow..thats just weird..your forced to go to a dance :/ my parents didnt care...as long as i was gone lol
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/22/09 | Reply
@ajLOVEStobi:
lol thanks ^^ I liked the pants ._. they actually keep getting bigger on me for some reason I just noticed
ajLOVEStobi
Otaku Legend | Posted 10/22/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
Your welcome. You look great in those pants.
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/22/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
lol XD nice... only time I get to see my friends is at school, when I'm forced to go to a dance for some reason, or at girlscouts
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/22/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
lol well when i have friends over im not even in the house lol you can ask ck XD were everywhere...like literally lol
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/21/09 | Reply
@ajLOVEStobi:
X3 thankies Tobi makes me feel better
ajLOVEStobi
Otaku Legend | Posted 10/21/09 | Reply
I agree with CK!!! You is not fat!!!! You is my best friend!!!!
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/21/09 | Reply
@:
X3 yups... wouldn't want it any other way
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/21/09 | Reply
@xxyamixxlokixx:
Thanks Bev ^^
and yeah >> she kinda is sometimes...
Hope you guys have fun ^^ I wouldn't be able to have any friends over for any day of the week >>
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/21/09 | Reply
@AngelsCryTo:
All right ^^ good luck
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/21/09 | Reply
@:
Of course it would ^^
xxyamixxlokixx
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/21/09 | Reply
dude wtf your mum sounds like a bitch (that would be awsome if she read this lmao) mines letting me bring ck, bri, brandon, mony(mkay she doesnt know about him lol), reaper, dylan, brandon, and bout 8 other people over for halloween...
haha your mum needs a serious adittude ajustment cause thats like borderline emotional abuse man. and ive been through the physical and the emotional and it sucks.
and i agree wit ck, but your my freind, and your awsome :D
AngelsCryTo
Grand Otaku | Posted 10/20/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
NU UHHHH! Its an idea!! :D Thank you, Ill see what i can doooo ^^
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/20/09 | Reply
@AngelsCryTo:
Hmm... how about fangs, ears and a tail :D ... idk I'm lame D:
Last edited by DeidaraNarutoClan at 9:43:45 PM EDT on October 20, 2009.
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/20/09 | Reply
@:
I feel the same way about you... it really just means so much to me I love you too
AngelsCryTo
Grand Otaku | Posted 10/20/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
Shoo, maybe... I'm thinking of being a half vamp half werewolf. But I don't know how >w<
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/20/09 | Reply
@AngelsCryTo:
I'm sure you can come up with something ^^
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/20/09 | Reply
@:
Thank yous Moga :3
>_> yeah... she is but I think it's just stress...
AngelsCryTo
Grand Otaku | Posted 10/20/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
.0. You are SOOOOO lucky...^^'
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/20/09 | Reply
@AngelsCryTo:
lol I just basically got face make up and can make it look real XD
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/20/09 | Reply
@:
lol awws X3 ^///^ I'm happy that you care so much
AngelsCryTo
Grand Otaku | Posted 10/20/09 | Reply
@DeidaraNarutoClan:
xD xD Niiiice! Lawlz
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M GOING AS!!!! D: I have no good ideas... at all...
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/20/09 | Reply
@AngelsCryTo:
Thankies Brooke ^^ I'm actually feeling a lot more better >> may dress as something simple though. Maybe the one I wore to the Zoo once and scared everyone there because they thought I worked there XD
DeidaraNarutoClan
Hot and Cold (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/20/09 | Reply
@:
*hugs back* No, you're helping me a lot more than you really think. It really makes me feel a lot better to hear things like that. I love you too and always will no matter what happens, forever and always.
AngelsCryTo
Grand Otaku | Posted 10/20/09 | Reply
Awwwwwww Its otay! D: Dun be saaaad!