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hey been a long time since my last post so i thought now that i got the time id post real quick so how is every one me im fine wishing i was in texas with my girl but im not im employed by the military and currently lookin fer a job tryin to find a desent car and insurance while i get ready for basic i hope i get to go well i gotta get ill try to post later bye guys and stay cool..

tears i cry

Tears inside

These are the tears I cry the tears I feel inside I can't make them come out no matter how hard I try my pride wont let me it has trapped me inside with the tears I cry why is it that im trapped inside why is it when I try to escape I always fail my attempts never succeed so why do I try why don’t I just give up and remain trapped with the tears I cry when everyone sees me they think im happy when in all actuality im crying deep down inside trapped with the tears I cry it seems im drowning at times and others im just alone and sad trapped alone in the darkness with the tears I cry then I wonder why is that I cry inside why don’t I cry on the outside then I remember its because of my pride I want everyone to think im strong when im actually weak so I just decide to remain alone and trapped inside with the tears I cry.

the video i made and posted on you tube

two lovers

broken hearted and shattered im just going to say goodbye to her and love. for love is a putried thing i want nothing to do with it any more im realy depressed i thinking bout ending it all why caint they just leave me alone in the halls? the mess...

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