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A requiem of pain

Finally decided to add another poem to the domain,i noticed people visit it more than they visit the innersanctum,

This poem was made when i was in a critical mind state,i was feeling depressed and empty when i welded it together,Any feedback you can offer is greatly appreciated.
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Pain..,

All i ever feel is pain

all those cheerful times i feigned

All those fake memories i gained

To all those anticipating faces I'm chained

of all life and joy i am destained

My wasted youth,my denied growth

I lived my life by the rules

The rules of nothing but my own foolish oaths

I no longer feel anything for myself

the agony of people around me,

i feel like a lone book left on an endless shelf

Tears i shed for others are true,

Tears i shed for myself i cannot even brew

What i long for is someone new

someone who can rinse that filthy heart of mine clean

someone who i would happily dedicate my life to

Does such a person even exist?

"yes" the shallow voices in my head insist

Hope is a seducing emotion,one cannot simply throw away

Hope puts your broken pieces back together

Only so you would break into a million other

Hope is why countless people perish every sunrise and dusk

Hope is the innocent component of the death-chain

"now i am become death,the destroyer of worlds"

Such words were spoken in nothing other than vain

Life's a needle endlessly spiraling towards nothingness

what has been done,cannot be undone.

And what is gone,shall forever be so.

Scar

a short poem i wrote,Nothing special,please tell me what you think!
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A scar a scar,i see a shooting star,

i wish for a cure i wish for a chance,

i wish that to my face people would glance,

A burn spreads through my repulsing face,

disfigured and useless like a broken vase,

An injury of injustice an injury of hate

An injury caused by greed and ambitious debate

I pray i pray,every night and day,

Oh take me lord,oh take me away

Bring an end to my misery and dismay

I liked her i liked her lots

but how can she like a face so grotesque

How can she like someone so horribly unique

I bulked up my courage and went in a hurry

i covered my face with a mask and planned my ultimate task

I brought her flowers and we talked for hours,

a miracle it was she accepted my personality

"that mask of yours is something of originality"

She hints,and tips, for me to remove my disguise

but how can i even look her in the eyes?

My face is wretched,my smile is crooked

But she did accept my psyche

my hands shake with disbelief

I remove the mask and pull the curtains

she stutters for a moment,of her reaction i am uncertain

She puts a hand on my face,I'm surprised and confused at the case

She says she fell in love with me,but how can she love a mutilated carcass?!

I ask her for a mirror and as i look at the reflection,i am filled with misconception

My face is refined,my face is cured,after everything I've endured

I jump in joy and let out a cheerful laughter,

"My wish came true! my wish came true!"

"my torn up face came back anew!"

"thank you god,you gave me a chance"

"i am so happy i think i'm gonna dance!"

*input harlem shake sequence here*