@ RAINA: as always you are right, hs is a comfort zone u know, u have so much fun and like i dun nwanna leave T_T but im oging to mke this last year a year to remember! and bout stalker boy, awww u knew it was him! :P ahaha tru u are right, i value friendship much more :)
eh life goes on
@ Zakuro!: OMG I MISSED YOUU TOOOS :) aw thanks! yeah i want to find a university that just scream MEEEEE COME TO MEEE but like my rents want at this especially prestige uni, which is crazy, i want something nice and not too small but avverage so like u wont get lost in the crowd too much! thank you1 so much! i hope i'll be around more :)
@ RIKU: RIKUUU aww i mised you too sry i haven't been around like im not much of an anime/manga fan anymore, ive sadlt moved on to real books and tv shows :P aww yeah i hope we can get thru it :) i wish u all the best of luck u kno, change is scary sumtimes i just wanna be a kid ><
eheh love youss <3
Sorry you've been feeling so stressed recently. We all are in the same position. =] I can totally understand how grades would suffer from piano and volunteering. Perhaps you're working hard enough, but no in the right ways? For me at least working really hard makes no difference if I'm not studying in a way I actually learn.
And yeah, the future is scary. College and choosing a major and a career and going off on your own without your parents' help, oh my! =p But hey, (mostly) everyone older than 18 has gone through it, and they're alright, right? =] I'm kinda afraid too, but all we can really do is go out there, do our best, and hope, so we may as well not stress over what might happen, right? *hugs*
And sorry for what's going on with the boy. Boys are so much trouble. XD Hopefully it'll all work out.
*hugs* Hey! It's been a really long time~ I hope you're doing ok...although...it seems like things are going pretty tough at the moment! I'm sorry I don't have time to read your whole post and comment though. :(
I don't like change either...I'm always afraid of it...but somehow, I made it to college fine. I suggest finding a college that is closeby and maybe somewhat small. That's what I did. Also, because it's close, I don't have to dorm there and make for even more change...commuting is easier. Do something that you can make a transition with more easily. You can do it. :3
Good luck with your grades. Hopefully you can get some help. ^^;
Neko Kouhai (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/18/08 | Reply
*hugs* Oh my cutie. ;_;
You know, I went through almost the exact same thing in my final year of high school. My university entrance exam result was 45. XP What helped me was failing. ^^ Sounds odd, but true. It gave me a chance to re-evaluate my life. Coz I failed in high school, the only course I was able to get in was translation. And I'm loving it now. X3
High school is your comfort zone, so I know why you're scared. But think of it this way: university will be your new comfort zone. You'll be happy to be out of high school then. XP After that, your work place will be your new comfort zone and be happy to be out of university. XD
About stalker boy... Which is more important to you? Your friendship with him and his gf? Or the possibility of liking him?
EternalParadise
Senior Otaku | Posted 10/19/08 | Reply
@ RAINA: as always you are right, hs is a comfort zone u know, u have so much fun and like i dun nwanna leave T_T but im oging to mke this last year a year to remember! and bout stalker boy, awww u knew it was him! :P ahaha tru u are right, i value friendship much more :)
eh life goes on
@ Zakuro!: OMG I MISSED YOUU TOOOS :) aw thanks! yeah i want to find a university that just scream MEEEEE COME TO MEEE but like my rents want at this especially prestige uni, which is crazy, i want something nice and not too small but avverage so like u wont get lost in the crowd too much! thank you1 so much! i hope i'll be around more :)
@ RIKU: RIKUUU aww i mised you too sry i haven't been around like im not much of an anime/manga fan anymore, ive sadlt moved on to real books and tv shows :P aww yeah i hope we can get thru it :) i wish u all the best of luck u kno, change is scary sumtimes i just wanna be a kid ><
eheh love youss <3
RikuHeart
Otaku Legend | Posted 10/19/08 | Reply
Wah! I've missed you!!
Sorry you've been feeling so stressed recently. We all are in the same position. =] I can totally understand how grades would suffer from piano and volunteering. Perhaps you're working hard enough, but no in the right ways? For me at least working really hard makes no difference if I'm not studying in a way I actually learn.
And yeah, the future is scary. College and choosing a major and a career and going off on your own without your parents' help, oh my! =p But hey, (mostly) everyone older than 18 has gone through it, and they're alright, right? =] I'm kinda afraid too, but all we can really do is go out there, do our best, and hope, so we may as well not stress over what might happen, right? *hugs*
And sorry for what's going on with the boy. Boys are so much trouble. XD Hopefully it'll all work out.
Hang in there!!
Luvs and hugs,
RH
Angel Zakuro
bird nerd. (Otaku Angel) | Posted 10/18/08 | Reply
*hugs* Hey! It's been a really long time~ I hope you're doing ok...although...it seems like things are going pretty tough at the moment! I'm sorry I don't have time to read your whole post and comment though. :(
I don't like change either...I'm always afraid of it...but somehow, I made it to college fine. I suggest finding a college that is closeby and maybe somewhat small. That's what I did. Also, because it's close, I don't have to dorm there and make for even more change...commuting is easier. Do something that you can make a transition with more easily. You can do it. :3
Good luck with your grades. Hopefully you can get some help. ^^;
Take care!
Raina
Neko Kouhai (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/18/08 | Reply
*hugs* Oh my cutie. ;_;
You know, I went through almost the exact same thing in my final year of high school. My university entrance exam result was 45. XP What helped me was failing. ^^ Sounds odd, but true. It gave me a chance to re-evaluate my life. Coz I failed in high school, the only course I was able to get in was translation. And I'm loving it now. X3
High school is your comfort zone, so I know why you're scared. But think of it this way: university will be your new comfort zone. You'll be happy to be out of high school then. XP After that, your work place will be your new comfort zone and be happy to be out of university. XD
About stalker boy... Which is more important to you? Your friendship with him and his gf? Or the possibility of liking him?
Take care my cuddly. XP
Love Bug =X3