Okay, so I know that I'm virtually unknown here at theO, but I'm hoping to change that soon...if I can get my scanner to work or get some good FanWords going. Basically, this is where I'm going to tell everything that's going on with me personally as well as how anything I'm working on for theO is coming along. So with that, please enjoy.

Anyone?

So I know all I talk about now is that guy who's been coming over, but he's basically my life right now. (He came over again today by the way, lol.) I was wondering what I can do about my parents...mainly my mother. See, she doesn't really trust us. I mean, I can understand her being concerned, but she's going a little overboard. She is so sure that we're going to "do somerthing" but honestly, neither of us is sure what she's expecting. We just wanna be together and talk mainly. Its fine just sitting on my porch (starting to love that thing) and talking for hours. Thing is, we always feel like my mom is going to flip out and get mad because she thinks something's going on. We barely have any physical contact though. We don't hug or even stand/sit all that close together. There's generally at least 2 or 2 1/2 feet between us if not more. Somehow she STILL thinks we're like making out or something. Its soooo annoying and it really puts a strain on us both. How are we supposed to enjoy ourselves if we're both stressed and on edge. At the same time though she wants us to be together and she wanted him to take me out to dinner, just the two of us. Neither of which is happening by the way. It's soooo confusing. She's trying to push me into a relationship with him, but she won't let me even begin to have one with him.

My Parents

It seems to me that the best place to start with this is my parents. They are literally in control of every aspect of my life. They decide everything that I do, including what TV shows I'm allowed to watch. I'm not even allowed to watch PG13 movies yet.

So now you're probably thinking, "Ok, this kid must be like twelve years old" right? Well, shockingly, I'm fifteen going on sixteen...honest. Sure I've seen a couple of PG13 movies, but I mean, come on, do Harry Potter and Pirates of the Carribean really count? Yeah, I didn't think so.

As you can see, my parents are insanely strict. I know virtually nothing of what's really going on in the world. People will try to start a conversation with me by asking me if I've seen some sort of movie or like a certain singer or whatever and I'll have no clue what they're talking about. I think the most recent one was, "Hey, do you like Kanye West?" My reply was, "Who? The name sounds familiar, but I have no idea who you're talking about?" (I actually just had to google them to remember what they're name was. I was thinking Keyona West or something like that.) *sigh* Apparently he or she is a very famous singer-type person as I got a very loud, "OMG?! ARE YOU SERIOUS?! GUYS, SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHO KANYE WEST IS!!!" So of course the whole class turns around in awe and gawks at me for the rest of the class period. ...and people wonder why I never talk.

I blame my parents. They have sheltered me from the world. I've seen like five PG13 movies total, can't watch anything on adult swim except for bleach & death note, and can't even talk to boys outside of school. ...Actually, I hate to think how they'd react if they saw this.

Well, if you're interested, I can tell you more about my secluded and sheltered life and some of the weird things that happen to me.