lucky lucky.

whoa.. so this is what a world is? hehe, forgive my
ignorance im still quite learning things around here.
so i guess i'll list down some of the things i've noticed
here.

- one is that the people are very nice. i've always had
the impression that artists are snobs. i know a lot of
people that are very good with their craft yet they become
so arrogant.

- never have i been welcomed like that. i felt like a kid
again hehehe with everyone being so nice to me. so i've made
a promise with myself that after i've been around for long
and when i'm completely used to everything here, i'll give
those favors back. i'll do the same.

- i felt like my work was very much appreciated. i know that
they're not all that good, compare them to other wallpaper
artists, i'm nothing. my works have been rejected so many
times in other sites. i'm glad that the people here actually
like them.. it feels great to be appreciated! especially after
a long day of designing.. its very relieving and fulfilling.

- and because of all this, i've becoming more and more inspired
to make graphics everyday. i see it as a way of therapy somehow,
since i have a lot of things in my mind right now. i realize things
better and it makes me understand things better whenever i'm
working. it makes me concentrate and in that way, i think better
and actually sort out the facts from pure.... falsity.

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btw! i found a really cool FFX/FFX-2 video, and ever since i saw
this video, i had been addicted to the song! ^__^ i watch this
video everyday by the way. its really good! one of my favorite videos.