Djayy: I know, I lost my sanity for just a little there. Perhaps my hold on reality.
I just had to write, and at the moment, I still don't care who sees this.
For me, posting this, and having strangers read, is easier than sending such a simple email to you guys. Sometimes, I just can't. I've never been good with people, and things.
I'd rather take a 25% chance that my friends would read it over, a 100%.
I know, but I've dealt with too many people leaving. After promises were made to stick by me...which is why I haven't had close friends in, god knows wheen. It hurts to have people leave you.
So I keep it all inside, and yeah, It is better to let it out a little at a time, instead of well, this.
Kitt, I'm not going to lie, I sorta kinda know where you're coming from?
Yes, a question mark, because I'm totally unsure of what I want to say and how to say it. But I've realised keeping things inside hurts more than letting it out. That's why we tell friends our secrets. To let the tension of feeling alone in it at least drop a little, if not a lot. So, try doing it more often, not necessarily so that the whole Otaku community can see, but just do it. Email it to someone. Like Jack. Leave him an offline message to check his email. Or send me one. I check my email constantly. I know Eli does, cause I sent him a few. So just send it. If I took the time to read this and write this wholly detailed comment on it, then obviously I'll have the time to read the email. :]
PS; If all of us were sick of your complaining, we would've been gone right now. Just saying ;]
Endlessly
Otakuite++ | Posted 07/11/09 | Reply
@JackE034:
Jack, this is hear for me to say.
But, you have no idea how much I cherish that small promise.
Endlessly
Otakuite++ | Posted 07/11/09 | Reply
Djayy: I know, I lost my sanity for just a little there. Perhaps my hold on reality.
I just had to write, and at the moment, I still don't care who sees this.
For me, posting this, and having strangers read, is easier than sending such a simple email to you guys. Sometimes, I just can't. I've never been good with people, and things.
I'd rather take a 25% chance that my friends would read it over, a 100%.
I know, but I've dealt with too many people leaving. After promises were made to stick by me...which is why I haven't had close friends in, god knows wheen. It hurts to have people leave you.
So I keep it all inside, and yeah, It is better to let it out a little at a time, instead of well, this.
JackE034
Otaku Eternal | Posted 07/11/09 | Reply
I won't leave you.
Promise <3
djayysaurus
Otaku Legend | Posted 07/11/09 | Reply
I'm crying. xO Sorry..
Kitt, I'm not going to lie, I sorta kinda know where you're coming from?
Yes, a question mark, because I'm totally unsure of what I want to say and how to say it. But I've realised keeping things inside hurts more than letting it out. That's why we tell friends our secrets. To let the tension of feeling alone in it at least drop a little, if not a lot. So, try doing it more often, not necessarily so that the whole Otaku community can see, but just do it. Email it to someone. Like Jack. Leave him an offline message to check his email. Or send me one. I check my email constantly. I know Eli does, cause I sent him a few. So just send it. If I took the time to read this and write this wholly detailed comment on it, then obviously I'll have the time to read the email. :]
PS; If all of us were sick of your complaining, we would've been gone right now. Just saying ;]