It might be because he's probably pikeying it off someone's internet when it comes by.
Which is like, never, apparently.
So he doesn't have time to type much, or it's a fail.
Meh, saying that we shouldn't try to do this distance thing, and not really saying anything else, when I guess we are. Telling me it won't work. :/ I'm asking how could he say that, and it expect me to still believe he cared? Eh. I feel bad talking about this now...
Hahha, and since I'm lazy, I might as well on here.
I feel like, I didn't really matter if he could say what he said. I know he says he said it for the best, but how much could I have meant if he would say them? I love him and I'd rather be selfish than say those things. :/ I just want him happy, but I want to be happy too. D:
djayysaurus
Otaku Legend | Posted 06/07/09 | Reply
And PS, I started singing when I saw your title, xD
Endlessly
Otakuite++ | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@djayysaurus:
o.o
you're right, I'm quite confused however.
Mkayyy, night twin. ilyy
djayysaurus
Otaku Legend | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@Endlessly:
You don't wanna, trust me. xD
gotta go. Ily.
Endlessly
Otakuite++ | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@djayysaurus:
Oh, eh? O.o
Meh. D:
Hmm. Dx
Ohkayyy. xD
I do not understand. xDD
djayysaurus
Otaku Legend | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@Endlessly:
Nooo. It's not that, hun.
It's just that there's a lot of... love triangles, so to speak, that I'm somehow involved in >_<
I'm okay. I have a big brain.. Cause I'm Asian.
XD
You wouldn't get the Inside Joke.
Endlessly
Otakuite++ | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@djayysaurus:
:/ It's okayy. argg. I shouldn't have bothered you babe. hahah. You have your own stuff.
edit: I just couldn't keep it in anymore. :/ Feeling unloved by him I mean.
Last edited by Endlessly at 11:05:57 PM EDT on June 6, 2009.
djayysaurus
Otaku Legend | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@Endlessly:
Oh.
I got confused.
Sorry, I'm really messed up in the head atm.
Endlessly
Otakuite++ | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@djayysaurus:
Yeah. I don't want him to know I'm fracking, so emotional about this. :/ I'd rather him not know I'm so...idk;
djayysaurus
Otaku Legend | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@Endlessly:
Can't ever know?
Endlessly
Otakuite++ | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@djayysaurus:
I honestly hope it's that. :/ Since...:/ It makes me feel so bad. Haha. And I can't ever know. Haha. Ahh. D: whyyyy. rofl.
djayysaurus
Otaku Legend | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@Endlessly:
It might be because he's probably pikeying it off someone's internet when it comes by.
Which is like, never, apparently.
So he doesn't have time to type much, or it's a fail.
Endlessly
Otakuite++ | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@djayysaurus:
Oh. Yeah. I know.
Oh, he told me that too. But when he leaves me comments...nothing about missing me, hahah, no loves...:/ just...very formal....
djayysaurus
Otaku Legend | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@Endlessly:
I did it that day.
When I ... yeah.
He has hardly internet connection. He told me.
Endlessly
Otakuite++ | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@djayysaurus:
...when did you do that? D: Oh god...:/ and he barely speaking to me....I hate this....
djayysaurus
Otaku Legend | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@Endlessly:
Yer.
I didn't wanna hurt him too bad, because he's still my best friend sorta, so I cut something that grew back.
Endlessly
Otakuite++ | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@djayysaurus:
I feel so worthless. ): Gah, I hate that feeling. I hate knowing he meant so much to me, and I didn't mean much to him.
*sigh*
You cut his hair? O.o
djayysaurus
Otaku Legend | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@Endlessly:
D:
I don't know what's up with him anymore.
he refuses to contact me sometimes. I think he's mad that I cut his hair, still. ;-;
Endlessly
Otakuite++ | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@djayysaurus:
Meh, saying that we shouldn't try to do this distance thing, and not really saying anything else, when I guess we are. Telling me it won't work. :/ I'm asking how could he say that, and it expect me to still believe he cared? Eh. I feel bad talking about this now...
djayysaurus
Otaku Legend | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@Endlessly:
I do not understand.
Elaborate.
Endlessly
Otakuite++ | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@djayysaurus:
rofl, that made me laugh.
I know, you are. :D
Hahha, and since I'm lazy, I might as well on here.
I feel like, I didn't really matter if he could say what he said. I know he says he said it for the best, but how much could I have meant if he would say them? I love him and I'd rather be selfish than say those things. :/ I just want him happy, but I want to be happy too. D:
Should I still care? :/
djayysaurus
Otaku Legend | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@Endlessly:
):
Well you can always talk to me.
Because I am your diary in which you write. :3
(corny)
no, not horny, kitt.
Endlessly
Otakuite++ | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@djayysaurus:
:/ Okayy. I just..don't want to bother you with it. I feel, kinda, unwanted. and he made it that way...
djayysaurus
Otaku Legend | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@Endlessly:
It wont' be worse for me.
Endlessly
Otakuite++ | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
@djayysaurus:
I know, but, I don't want to make it worse for you talking about him.
djayysaurus
Otaku Legend | Posted 06/06/09 | Reply
You know you have me, hun.
You've just gotta call. <3