Pain in living

This story is just a rough rough copy of the story. But I need some help with finalizing this chapter and getting ideas for this and my other story, this is my second story. I have'nt updated my other one in like a million years but who knows.

I do not own Naruto...........darn
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With every kick and punch agienst my body I was wracked with pain. 'Shit what did I do wrong this time.' But with a sudden punch to the stomach my mind froze. Laying there I noticed the onslaughter slowed than stopped. The only sound was his deep breathing. Opening my eyes to slits I saw a shadowed blur towering over me.
'Why did this happen when tomarrow is...' A caulesed hand shot out of the dark and closed around my neck stopping any train of thought. Raising me eyelevel to him a taunting voice whispered in my ear. " You weakling how could you ever think that anyone would like you or that if you told anyone that they would believe it, pathitic." With every word my head spun from lack of oxygen. Then I found myself flying across the room into a wall knocking what little breath I had out of me.
Then it continued. Falling form one of his kicks I curled into the smallest ball I could. All I could do was try to ignore the pain, which I was failing at.
This had been happening about once a month. Each time I could cover it up with a few lies. The only one who seems to doupt my lies is Kakashi. And if he ever found out there would be hell to pay. As I was suddenly slammend agienst the wall everything appered to stop.
A hand forcefull turned my face upward and i stared into those eyes so much like mine are now. As he got closer our breath mixed and then his lips were on mine. When he was satisfied he laughed, a laugh that would make the bravest shinobe cringe. Smirking he dropped me. I tried to stay up, but shooting pains ran up my leg. I fell in a miserable heap on the floor. There he is standing by the window , amusment flickering in those heartless eyes. Then he disappered leaving me broken and bleeding on the floor.
That's were I sat trying to get the tingling feeling from the back of my neck. 'There's more coming.' Was all I thought. Slowly as to not irritate my wounds, I stood. Limping over to my dresser I walk past a mirror. Staring I could not see why people like me. All I saw was a mop of black hair shadowing dark eyes. Pale skin covered in bruises. Glaring I throw all my strength into the mirror shattering it. Looking at my hand I know what i should feel, pain. But all i felt was emptyness. After that flicker of thought I was lost to oblivion.

"Why does he have to lock all his doors and windows......Kakashi sensei if sasuke decided to skip then why do we have to be here."
"Naruto I told you something isn't right here."
"Fine let's just break in!"

That snapped me out of my pain free world. And into a agonizing jump to my feet. Which resulted into falling on my ass. Trying to get up one more time and succeeded. Only to be blown three feet and again landing on my ass. When looking toward the source of anoother pain. To find a hole where my window was, and kakashi and naruto standing in a cloud of dust. Who with one lood around the room and me both paled.
Slowly walking toward me Kakashi said without turning "Naruto I want you to go straight to the Hokage and bring him here, tell no one." Naruto just stood there staring at me. 'He must think what a loser I am. He's probley right.I mean who would get beat up so bad and not fight back...why don't I fight back?'
'Naruto.....now." Looking up I see a flash of orange and he was gone. Unnoticed by me kakashi was behind me. His arm snaked around my waist, and when he tightend his grip I lost it. Flashes of pain went through my head. And for once I struggled. Softly he carried me to the bed. I knew somewhere in my mind that this was Kakashi. But for some reason I didnt want it to be him. As soon as my body landed on the soft covers. Some of the worst memorries came to my mind and I went berserk. Unfortunitly for me Naruto and the Hokage suddenly appered. With his gaze fixed upon me I suddenly went cold and froze. A strangled cry cought in my throut. He walked over to me, Naruto following like a lost puppy. With that caculating look he said one thing. "Bring him to the hospital."
Fear burst through me I hated hospitals and there was no way in hell that I was going. Just as kakashi reached down I fell. Landing on all fours I ran for it only to be jumped on by Naruto landing on the floor in a taneled mess. The Hokage and Kakashi pulled as apart. Naruto looking suprise at what he had done. Me gasping for air. "Knock him out." Was heard form the Hokage.
Surprise was echoed in the broken room as Kakashi slowly pulled out a rag and slid it over my mouth and nose. I could feel the energy draining from me. Some where I heard a sob from Naruto. Then nothing