*long groaning noise that I cannot even fathom how to spell*

It's only Wednesday. That's dumb.

My brain and I are at war today and it's exhausting. It's been ramping up for days. I keep trying to live my life and do productive things and feel good about myself and it is just doing it's best to.....not. I'm not actually sure how that sentence ends beyond the, "not." We all have our demons. I can't say who has the scariest ones, because they attack us each at our weak points. I don't know if I'll ever just be comfortable in my own existence.

This is all really cryptic bullshit and I don't want to do that, but I also don't want anyone to read about the awful shit in my brain. I just need to data dump it and hope that helps.

Y'all have a good afternoon.