poem from a while ago.

do you love me at all?
so many things where left unsaid,
idk, you love her don't you.
you're keeping me trapped in this illusion,
i just want to be free of the half truth,
the whole truth and no lies,
i love you, i do.
but i can't be with you like this,
what with you kissing her then saying you're not.
i'm not sure anymore,
i was never clever enough to care,
never dumb enough to mind.
take me and shake me awake,
leave or let me know.
i'm an empty void,
a shell of a girl,
a memory of people past,
like a cold sin.

End