now, i'm not one up for being emo and depressed about shit, so don't interpret this post as that 'kay?

i don't know, lately i've been feeling a bit...hollow? is that the word? yeah, hollow. i don't know what it is, but it makes me want to be depressed. but i scolded a friend for being whiney and claiming emo-ism just over a boy. the cure for all emo girls who get whiney because they don't have a boyfriend is "you should know that you're under the same sky as the person who you will marry one day, you see the same sun as them and see the same things that they do." so i know lack of love isn't making me feel hollow, because i know the person i will marry is out there somewhere. i don't know who he is, but i know he exists.
i dunno, maybe i need a cat. that always makes me feel good, having a kitty around. only problem is my dog would kill it, unless the cat mangles the dog a bit and they live happily ever after. i dunno, but with my streak of cats being hit by cars, i'm not thinking it's gonna be lucky for me to get another kitty.
i mean, i love my dog, but he's not like having a cat which is really only dedicated to you, i've always been around cats, ever since i was really small. i would always bring random stray cats into my home that would hiss at my dad and mum if they tried to move the cats. so maybe the year and a bit that i've gone kittyless has gotten to me and now i crave my own cat. the only chance i'd be able to get a cat is if i move out when i'm 16/17 or my dog dies. and i don't want my dog to die because i love him and he's mah bubbah.
i'unno, whatever

meow