I heard the rain and looked up from my book; sitting on the window sill the smell of the rain washing engulfing the scent of blood that still hung in my room. The title of Romeo and Juliet played in my mind as i put the ancient book back down onto my pile of books. The titles of the most famous romance novels shining in the limited light. My wrist still held Sebastian's handkercheif wrapped around it. I undid the small bow and placed the handkerchief on my bed side cabnet.
I recalled the scene that had occured here seconds ago. My strength was alluding me. As always Sebastian came and insisted that i drink of his blood, i had always hating drinking his blood. I always felt like i used him. The only one that treated me like i was equal to him, and i treated him the same way. Yet when it came to this... it was always one sided... but i had finally won, repaid him ONCE out of the millions of times that i owed him.
He came and kneeled infront of me. The second he moved i had smelled it. The scent of freashly spilt blood, it came from his hair as it roufled. Intoxicating... and in my weakened state i lost my control. My eyes glazed over and my movements had become that of instinct, beastly instinct. But that was why Sebastian made sure i was fed. In my state.. without a blood partner... i was uncontrolable, if i was starved.
If Sebastain did not protect me, did not control me in my crazed state; even i did not what would happen. There had been a time where.... if my cousin did not stop me... wasn't there for me..... an innocent human would have been ripped to shreds, their blood consumed by my thirst. Instead, that poor innocent girl had seen me in my blind state, something i never wished to encounter again.
I shook my head as i saw more students run into the shelter of the Academy as the rain continued to pour. It was dangerous to mix soo many races together... i could only imagine waht could happen.....
I had heard people whisper about me losing control... I remember Sebastian in the hospital. Grasping the bed as they peeled the gauze off his back. The scabs of his back coming off with the gauze. Blood trickling down, droplets contrasting dramatically with the white of the sheet laied down on the bed. i had ran at that sight. That was why i was now in here.. to learn to control myself... but if blood was to be spilt again.. i was unsure whether i could control myself or not....
I stopped my thoughts and went back to the tragedy of Romeo and Juliet.
But as my story came to it's depressing end, I turned off the light and slid underneth the sheets of my bed. I turned on my side and looked out the window at the rain. Gently my eyes closed.... My dreams truned instantly to nightmares of blood soaked walls and torn limbs. I awoke with a start and sat up again....
It would be a long night. I grabbed out the book of Anothony and Cleopatra, A midsummers night Dream falling from the pile. I grabbed it up and started reading the comedy. The rain continued, falling and refreashing the Earth.
I felt the familar feeling of Sebastian watching over me. I WOULD repay him back... i would... i have to.
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Jezabelle
I walked the grounds, my umbrella shading me as i walked around in the cloudy conditions of the day. The trees blew in the wind sending leaves and a warm breeze through the courtyard. I stopped in my traks and looked towards the sunset. This was to be my favourite time of night but instead of stalking the streets of Paris, Spain or Greece i was forced to walk these empty halls of a school which i would now be spending a whole year attneding. To be honest i had spent years on end doing less productive things then simply going to school; my life was a record of all those years together but i now had no reason to remain still and complasent.
I saw Sebatian walk towards me from the Dorms.
"The dormitories are as secure as they can be in such a low budget place. However the rooms are beyond satifactory. Barley any larger then your own wardrobe cousin."
"Understood cousin. And the class room situation?"
"Satifactory. We are in all but one class, i shall look into that and get back to you."
"I have heard that James is to attend."
"That is true. What do you wish to be done about that?"
"Leave him be. I shall deal with him later, for now...."
Sebastian fixed the cufflings on his sleeve, a crucifix on one and a bloody dagger on the other. His white gloves came up to the collar of his swallow tailed jacket and adjusted it. He turned his gaze on me as i continued on with my silence. I turned as i heard the gentle step of someone behind me, the trees rustled.
"For now we investigate our soon to be surroundings." i said turning to look at him over my shoulder.
"Understood cousin. I shall attend to the Headmasters office and then continue on to indrotuce myself to our teachers."
"I shall see you again cousin. Until then..." i nodded my head in his direction as he moved like the shadows.
I headed towards the Dorm rooms but as i walked another student came past me in the corridor, bumping my shoulder as she past.
"You would be wise to apolagise for that." i said watching the girl attempt to continue walking. Her black and red hair covered with a cat hat fluttered as she turned around and in her arms she held a vampire cat plushie. She remained silent, she looked up slowly into my eyes hers a bright red reminding me of the soothing taste of blood on my toungue. She began to walk away, but i would not let her get away with bumping into me like that.
"I said, it would be wise of you to apoligise," i felt my fangs become unhidden as i came up behind her and attempted to grab her collar. A hand came out and grabbed a hold of my wrist i looked up and parred my fangs as i looked at the purple haired man infront of me.
"And it would be wise that you don't do that." His eyes were harsh and a bright blue like my own.
I yanked my wrist out of his grasp and looked from him to his girl. A slight smile spread on my face as i started to back away
"My name is Jezabelle, i am a pureblood vampire. We shall meet again i am sure... but don't think i shall be so kind on either on of you. Good night." i walked away and heard a hiss come from the girl as she stood there. I turned my head and saw her look lovingly up at her protecter.
Love... Was it something i would ever acheive... my search so far had proved to be false. Maybe being in a school of those like myself would help in my search....
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Jezabelle
