arya's world of doom

this crying heart of mine

This crying heart of mine

Why can't you see,
the pain you put me through?

The lies,
torture,
deciet.
You constantly do these thing to me.

You may not realize it,
but you do,
I am just a fool.

You ignore my love,
and take advantage of it.

You say you'll spend time with me,
when really you just want a laugh.

I know I should leave,
stop loving you,
find another.

But I can't.
I can't stop loving you,
it hurts more to say away,
than to stay close to you.

Maybe I really am a fool,
idiot,
dobe,
moron.

But perhaps.
Perhaps everyone else is what they say I am.
Because no one understands,
this crying heart of mine.

by: Kitsune Arya
idea from: naruto

Sorrowful endings

Everything ends one way or another,
but the saddest are sorrowful endings.

Endings where friendship is lost,
hearts destroyed,
love left in shattered pieces.

These are the saddest of endings,
where best friends give into their inner demons.

Where they destroy eachother from the inside out,
not caring for the other's shattered heart.

Over time they become enemies,
all friendship forgotten,
only left with haunting memories of what used to be.

Moving forward,
killing eachother even more,
not even bothering to clean up the scattered shards of broken love.

Sorrowful endings all end the same way.
With blood,
hate,
and death.

by: Kitsune Arya
idea from: naruto

Sacrafice

What,
do you ask,
did I gain from my sacrafice?

Sealing the monster,
and giving power to my innocent son?

Death.

Sweet,
quiet,
undisturbed death.
That's what I got for my sacrafice.

Wonderfully sweet nothingness,
not having to worry about anything.

Nothing.

I will be nothing but a memory.
A memory people can't fully remember.

I only hope the villagers will see the hero in my son.
My son that lives with the burdon of a monster.

Not knowing if he is safe,
if he's loved,
that is my true sacrafice.

by: Kitsune Arya
idea from: naruto

One Day

He was called a monster,
outcasted by all,
for reasons only some knew.

But he never gave up,
always kept trying,
doing the best he could.

No one realized that he was one of the strongest.
One day,
oneday he'd show them who he really was,
make them see past kyuubi.

But for now,
he'll just so his best,
knowing he'd catch someone's eye oneday.
Knowing he'd be loved oneday.

Oneday he'd be the best,
never letting go of the friends he'd worked so hard to get,
and that oneday,
is now.

That oneday is happening.
That oneday will end.
He knows that,
but for now he'll just sit back and enjoy is oneday,
today.

by: Kitsune Arya
idea from: naruto