@twilight tiger:

Awww! I'm so glad some people are able to trace this old post & take time to read this mini-autobiography. It makes me feel warm that people are changing for better & opening their minds about changes. Though some people tried to hurt & prejudge me before, still, there are people like you who can see the real beauty & kindness.
Like you, I tend to behave strong & vnever let anyone make fun of me now. Of course, at 22, I can defend myself against poor-minded people around who have no idea about homosexuality.
Let me subs back!

It's really inspiring that you have come to accept you for you, and not for what everyone else thinks.
It's taken me a while to realize how to do this, even when I realized I'm not only interested in the opposite sex, but in mine as well.
I am a girl, of 17 years of age, and I realized that I'm bisexual a year ago. Or a year and a half ago =P But I didn't accept it until about 4 months ago. I didn't know how people would react, and I was afraid. But then, after getting tired of hiding it, I just turned at the world and said "You know what?! I don't care what you think! I like girls just as much as guys, maybe more! And if you have a problem with that, screw you!" (not literally, but that's what was going thru my mind, and I went thru the actions XD)

I told my three closest friends that I was bi, and I found out that two of them were as well. Boy was I shocked! One of them even confessed to liking me. I was even more shocked. Me and her dated, but due to stressfulness of her life and boyfriend (she still went out with him, even though I thought they were broken up) she broke up. But thanks to her, I realized just how much I liked being with a girl, how much more I liked girls than guys.

I never met another gay/bi person here on theO, but I'm glad I met you Through your funny world ^^ Then that's when I checked this world out.

I full support you and hope we can become friends. *subscribe*
And I also checked out your art, and it is AWESOME! you truly have a talent, or a blessing, if you want to call it that. I find it a great honor that you have such a talent, and I'm glad to see you're embracing that talent.

~Twilight Tiger

Wow, it's a nice touching story..!
KakabiLib kA.!!
y'know, i think nothing's wrong with being homo. Well, those na nagdidiscriminate... i think they're just JEALOUS... xDD JokE.
Don't mind them. Wala lang silang magawa.
Basta, para sa'kin, walang masama du'n.
I think pa nga that you're a great guy kasi you are able to stand up for it. That you are not stopping yourself from expressing how feel. xD
That's the spirit! xDD

I hope we can be friends!!

@uzumakixhinata:

Thanks friend!
Hala! I-save mu ang pagkababae mo! Mas masayang maging babae kesa tibo, I swear, maniwala ka sakin girl! Haha! (^_^?
I really appreciate you for being proud of me no matter what kind of sexuality I have! Well, maybe, you'll get more proud of me pag nakita mo ko mag-break dance! Oo! Imagine a gay doing breakdance, hip-hop, lock dancing, popping? Ako yun na bonggang bongga!
(^_^v

@WiNtErLeAf:

Yep! You're right! Isa akong bata, haha! (^_^? At 21, I'm a kid at heart for all time! I must not forget 'Him' kasi, instead na bigyan Nya ako ng talent sa pag-make up (where most homos are known for),He gave me different multiple talents! Sobra sobra talaga for me! I really feel so blessed kahit minsan, nakakarinig ako ng mga panghahamak at panlalait sa paligid! Dedma ang superdefense ko! Thanks so much for the comment!
Pinoy ka din pala!

Ako... Half ako eh!

Half Pinoy, Half Pinay! Taray! (^_^?

nyaha!! pinoy ka pala!!
d ako nanonood ng sailormoon dati mga ranma 1/2 Ghost fighter Dragonball pinanonood ko!!pagkatapos ng escuela diretso nood ng TV sa afternoon ng bongangbonga..jeje!!
naalala ko tuloy nagpapabayad ako sa mga clasmates ko if magpapadrawing cla sa akin...minsan nagpapalibre ako ng snackz!! nyaha!!

ur an awesome artist Ched..it doesnt matter if ur gay.. isa kang mabuting bata..d mo nakakalimutan ang Dios! =)
ipagpatuloy mo lang ng bongangbonga ang pag submit ng mga works dito!
God speed Ched..mwahhhh..

(ched-san pahingi naman ng FS mo if okey lang sa yo)

@ched:

yeh.. through the email notification.. lol.. XD

beautiful.. thats a great song.. it's very inspirational.. *^^*

@reirei18 :

ah! na-recognize mu pala na ako yung nag-invite sa Friendster(akalain mu yun)!
Haha! I love that song by Christina A. Yep! words can't bring me down! That's National anthemn of Gays and Sissys!(^_^?

@ched:

omg... sapakin kya kta.. halika dto at halikan kta pra maging straight ka.. hahah joke.. i dont give free kisses.. lol... but yeh.. u really have a nice facial feature which made me think ur a cool guy.. well ur cool anyway regardless.. *hugs*

anyway.. just like what u said, we're pretty.. we're beautiful no matter what they say.. words cant bring us down.. lol.. well whatever u call urself, thats just on the side.. what matters most is not what u are but who u are.. oha.. heheh.. aight..? ciao..~!

@reirei18 :

Yey! You finally knew it! Di mu ba nahalata sa mga comments ko? Na masmalandi ako, haha! (^_^? Thanks so much for visiting my world, and thanks din for being open-minded about this!
What again? I'm cute and good-looking? Hahahaaay! well, my friends (girls) say so coz I dress up like a straight guy and I'm in a B-boy dance troupe, kaya di halata! My friends say, wag lang daw ako magsalita, I can attract many girls, haha! Duh! Sabunutan ko kaya sila?
I guess, ang ganda ganda ko When I became a girl! Hahaay! What do you think? (^_^?
Really, thanks so much! Now I can make comments in my flirty carefree words! (^_^V

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Hey! Thanks! But I'm done with school, I already graduated in college.
You really say I'm awesome? Awwww! I'm flattered! (^_^? Thanks so much!

ano.. im sorry but i didnt read it all.. lol.. from the title alone, it doesn't matter.. u are u.. im just relieved that ur being urself and not pretending. but i must say im a bit awww by that fact coz u are cute and good looking.. awww tlga.. XD but hey, i had a gay friend too and sometimes they are better to hang out than girls.. yesss.. *sorry joms* though sometimes, it can be a bit irritating coz their point of views are better than just a girl since they have 2 *male and female view point* thats just unfair.. lol..

anyway, just remember this.. since i didnt have the time to read it all.. lol.. u have to know that im here to listen if u have probs.. just make it short though coz time is limited for me.. lol.. ahahah.. jk.. seriously, ur cool and just be urself.. ur best that way.. alright..? then im off to reply to ur message.. i had to think before i reply.. lol.. XD

@Haxelo:

Kakaiyak naman comment mo! (!_!? Thanks so much! Alam mu naman dito satin sa pinas, Homosexuality is not completely accepted yet! The society talks crap things about homos like me. But anyway, I learned to live my life like this! I chose to be a homo so I must take consequences! Kaya ko na ipagtanggol ang sarili ko! But it doesn't mean I'm immune against feelings of being hurted! Still, I'm a lover & I'm a fighter! If one day, I'll become one of the power rangers, I'll be...
...
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"HOT PINK RANGER!" Ayus ba! (^_^V

wow you finally made a world, its nice to know what your opinions are and also its also lovely that you share your past with us, wow yes, its really hard to choose what your talent and too find where to find the same people interested on the same one as you think, :3 to be open up is relaly great, like i said, there is no shame or embarassment on being a homo, its nature of society its the opinion of people.

I feel so proud for you ^^ idk plus u became one of my inspiration, you tried hard to earn and live the life you are, it must be hard at first but your effort in drawings is worth as well :D ^^, drawing and selling drawings makes profits, it must be really proud to be able to do and like a real artist, sells it ... you are really a great artist :3 and its a good thing i met you as well ^^

proud to be pinoy and an otaku ;3

I'm glad my parents weren't rich, too. We never were at the top of society, and we still aren't. I'm happy with the life I've had. My parents were around to love me, at least. And they provided what I needed.
As for the homosexuality, I never would have guessed. But I tend to look past sexual orientation. One of my best friends in high school was a lesbian, and I was one of the first people she came out to. I may not agree with homosexuality, but I believe that people should be allowed to lead the life they choose.
*hugs*

What a nice monumental story of your childhood in developing a talent. After all, trials are to make us stronger, and the Lord won't allow anything to befall us that we can't handle. Sometimes we need to rely heavily on his help through them, but He is there for all of us.

I have a testimony that we were all spirits in the premortal life that lived with our Heavenly Father and Mother. They love us dearly and would be happy for us to have all the power and glory that they have. So a plan was created for us to come down to this earth to gain mortal bodies and learn through experiences to prepare us to receive what our Heavenly Parents have. Although none of us are perfect, so Christ offered to come and bear the sins of this world so we may be able to repent and become clean through him. If we do our best to be the best we can be then the Atonement will help us through the rest. I know that families are essential for this plan and that we have many spiritual brothers and sisters waiting to come down to have their chance to prove themselves here on earth as well. Families should be a support system for all its members and a safe haven from the wiles of the world. Our choices do not affect just ourselves, but all those around us, from our family and friends to our community, society, and our Eternal Parents.

I would like to believe that everyone in their own circumstance is trying their best with what they know and I'm ready to be a friend to all who come. We can change this world to be better through love, not contention. Even though people disagree, coming closer to the Lord will help us come closer together and be of one mind and one heart, knit together in love. All that God has can be ours if we always strive to do what is right. Even though none of us are perfect right now, He still loves each and every one of us because we are his children and knows each of us by name. He knows of our potential and we should do our best to not loose sight of that. It is our decision to change and progress. We must ever rely on Him so we can one day be like Him and all that he has will be ours as well.

Do not give in to the deception of Satan, for he was our brother as well but wanted to force everyone's salvation and to get full credit for it. He was cast out because of his rebellion, as well as many of our spiritual siblings that followed him. They now strive to have us join them in their misery and will do whatever they can pull to drag us down with them.

I pray that you will find His strength in your struggles. I say these words in the name of Jesus Crist, Amen.

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Thanks DistantFriend! You all guys are the best! You made me feel I'm not alone! No one can let me down 'coz of you guys! Never ever!(!_!?
<At 21, I'm still a crybaby!> (^_^?

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Thanks so much! I love the outer senshi, especially Sailor Saturn!
I'm so glad an otaku like you are willing to befriend me, when outside the Otaku world, People tend to judge me negatively!
*hugs* (^_^?

Thanks so much for commenting. It really bothers & depresses me when I think how people will react about the real me! I'm glad you're one of the liberal minded!

You know, outside the Otaku world, I mean the every day life, even here in my office (at work), prejudice and discrimination really makes me down and pissed off. People always want to make fun. They don't try spend some time to know me inside. I just give them a smile or laugh.
But deep inside, I feel hurted and a victim of hate.

I'm pretty sure, happy people or friends you know has concealing something sad behind their smile. (-_-?