Hello~!
Let's see, to start...
I live in a cold place
My birthday is September 13
I am 18 years old
Let's list my favorites:
Favorite Types of Music: EVERYTHING!! <3333 (well, the exception is bluegrass... Eck.)
Favorite Foods: Spicey Chicken, Anything made of Bread, chocolate
Favorie Animes: Axis Powers Hetalia, One Piece, Naruto, Pokemon, Tsubasa, Bleach, FMA, Death Note, Fruba, Kamichama Karin, Spirited Away, and many others....
Fav. Flower: Sunflower
Dislikes: Spiders, long rainy days, hot summer days, yoai, yuri, and things I can't think of...
Loves: warm cloudy days, butterflies, her friends, her family, wearing uniquie clothing, singning, chillin' out, rockn' out, playing old-school nintendo and wii, pokemon~ <3
Favorite Colors: Silver, White, Cerulean Blue
I take requests and art trades anytime from anyone!
Cya around!
-*Blue*
That's what I told her before this whole mess started. And it still stands.
I've never dated anyone, no one saw interest in a near-adult that looks like a ten-year-old and is only 5'1''. No one ever took me seriously. Everyone needs to protect the poor little baby but no one wanted to date her. I suppose it'd be like dating your little sister huh? Well I got news for you--I'm older than most of you and I need someone like everyone else does!
So screw her. SCREW THEM. I don't need or want anyone. If no one is going to treat me like an equal adult and not a helpless child then I don't need any of them! I'll wait until I look my age I guess which will probably never happen, and by then you'll all be gone and I'll be meeting other people who hopefully don't treat me like I don't need someone like the rest of you!
I'm so sick of the people I have crushes on over-looking me. As much as I despise high school couples I can't go to dances cause I hate pretending it doesn't tear me up. A boy a few years back seemed like the perfect candidate to my best friend and she asked him to dance with me. He told her yes, and I was so shy back then, But he WALKED OUT everytime a slow song came on. I told her it was no big deal, even though she was furious.
I still haven't told her how much it eats me up. Everytime I see people kiss I want to cry. I look in the mirror and remind myself that I'm confident and I'm pretty. I repeat it over and over again and yet no one seems to care.
I might sound like a whining baby, but it says something when your best friend on earth has neevr dated either. Not because she has the same problems I do, but because she's so FRIGGN' BLEACH BLONDE TALL AND PERFECT she sets the bar really high. And do the people who love her and worship her look at me?
Never. They never do. They ask me her name, and things about her. All I want it to slap them and cry. PLEASE! LOOK AT ME FOR ONCE!
So I told myself I didn't need anyone. And that's been getting me by just FRICCKN FINE. The only person who ever showed interest in me was a GIRL and a STUCK UP GUY WITH ANGER ISSUES. I feel so over-looked, like everyone likes to look, but no one wants to buy.
I'm so sorry guys. I've been crying for a while now, and I really needed to write it down. And I'm not talking to any of you by any means. I just... I know people say it's better not to date, just live your life and think about it when your older, because love hurts. But to me, even a "hey you're beautiful." instead of a "Aww you're so sweet and cute!" would make a world of difference. I appreciate the comment, but being beautiful means so much more to me right now, cute has got me nowhere but placed in my friends proective arms that say "You're too fragile to do this." or "You're so cute, I wouldn't want anyone to hurt you. It's better you not date!" or "Thw world is a scary place, I don't know if you'll make it quite yet, so I'm going to help you!"
I am not a child. I do not need to be looked after because I'm fragile and broken and small. I want what everyone else has, just for once.
But if no one wants me, then fine. I've gotten by just fine without a boyfriend for the past 18 years. I can do it again and again.
Yes I took this! And softened the colors~
but need to figure out how to put more pictures on a single post! ;A; Help????
I was thinking of selling cheap commissions of my Pokemon art, y'know, to earn some money since currently I'm unemployed.
Here's how it would go, tell me if it's a good idea or not.
~~~~~~~~~ POKEMON COMMISSIONS ~~~~~~~~~~
Packages:
Pokemon Mini-- FULL COLOR ($3) SKETCH ($2) (Mini Example, the Togekiss in the corner, http://ryublu.deviantart.com/gallery/#/d3k6cpy )
Pokemon Cute Chibi-- FULL COLOR ($5) SKETCH ($3) (Ful Color Example http://ryublu.deviantart.com/#/d3l4ab0 )
Creepy Pokemon Sketch-- I ONLY DO SKETCHES OF THESE ($4) (Creepy Style Example http://ryublu.deviantart.com/gallery/?offset=96#/d2i6oas )
Cute Couple Pokemon--- FULL COLOR ($6) SKETCH ($4) (Full Color Couple Example http://ryublu.deviantart.com/art/Love-Birds-242577563 )
Mini Team Package-- FULL COLOR ($10) SKETCH ($8)----- Send me a list of your team of SIX Pokemon (No more, no less), with nicknames, species, and natures.
Cute Fakemon--- FULL COLOR ($6) SKETCH ($4)--- THAT'S RIGHT! I'll draw your Fakemon as cute little Chibis--just be sure and send me a reference in a PM, because I will not draw your fakemon just by a description.
Any added details such as bows, glasses, simple background, or other personal accesories cost an added $1 (Example with a simple Background and little details http://ryublu.deviantart.com/gallery/#/d3kxa52 )
I do ANY of the 649 Pokemon, and ALL packages come with Full Body Garauntee! (excluding the Team Package, depending on bulk of Pokemon)
MATERIALS
FULL COLOR ---> Colored fully on Photoshop
SKETCHES----> Inked Lineart
CREEPY SKETCHES----> Pencil
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I MIGHT add Chibi Gijinka in the future, but with limited supplies not right now.
METHOD OF PAYMENT HAS NOT BEEN FINALIZED. I will probably use paypal, but right now, I am just taking orders and keeping them in PMS until further notice.
SO GET THOSE ORDERS IN!
So, good idea? Would you buy these? ;A;
-*Blu*
So as of today I have officially Gijinka'd
145 POKEMON
Holy cow, I need a life D'X
And what's worse, out of those 145 (which are in no such numeretical order, to keep me sane), I've Gijinka'd only ONE Pokemon that appears in PGR, and that's a Luxray. For some reason I've known the PGR folks so long, it's hard to see those Pokemon as anything else X'DDD But I will eventually!
(But for a drawing maniac like me, it's super fun anyway XD)
I need to upload them, but they're just pencil drawing and pencil doesn't show up very well at all on my scanner ;A; Oh well, someday~
-*Blue*
(WARNING. RANT TIME.)
I could care less what anyone else says. I ADORE the fifth Generation of Pokemon. I also love the other Gens, (Johto is my fav) but really, I think a lot of people are stuck in the past and won't embrace new designs (...
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