I call it the 'cosmic forces'. While, at times, they may favor you; all benifits of such favor can be obliterated when they're in a bad mood. :3 It's almost cruel, but I can't help but find it hystericaly funny. >:3 A twisted humour I suppose. :P None the less, if you're concerend with the financial marigins, try putting some of that effort (not to say it's not well spent as is..) into finding a way to profit from your writings ne? :D