hon.. you could have came to me! you can tell me anything....!!! im always here and ofcoures people would cry because your gone! i would! DUH!!! but still if you feel that depressed then just walk away.. im pretty sure they would get the message.. and honestly i fell the same way most of the time! but still the like each other and we should deal. and besides if your going to be putting to geather you should deal... thats what i do.. so if your depressed just tell em... or brianna. or someone you trust.

m sorry arisha(sp?)-chan! T^T i kinda figured you felt that way...and when i ask whats wrong im kinda trying to see what i can to make you feel better, you answer all depressed but you kinda act like you dont want the help...i dont even think theres really anything i can do...i mean...i owe a TON of thanks to you and feel bad cause you help me out and all i do is make you sad...Gomennasai...(i feel bad now, but i totally deserve it... -~-)...please tell me if there's anything i can do to make you feel better...and i would miss you EXTREMELY much!! your, like, my BEST friend!!

i'd notice u i'd miss u so much!!! u got a better chance at finding someone than i do juss read my latest post on broken and in tears! i know tht all hope may seem loss but there's always a chance u can do wat u want to do...in fact tashia is the person tht keeps me alive i never want to see tashia cry and if she did i'd comfort her and their relationship the person u like isnt gonna last forever you'll get ur chance but dont hurt urself plz

Wow, that sounds like me... I usually feel like that and I always ask the same thing that you have at the end.