My name is Jt, and because I am in the land of people trying to look at my blog and find out where I live so they can show up at twelve at night and duct tape me up, put me in a trunk, and cut me into pieces five miles away from the closest town, I refuse on those grounds to divulge my last name. I actually have plenty of time to spend on computers but usually im working on some project or learning c#. I like Rock harder than classic but most of the time not screamo music. I also like anime and manga (duh right). Heres one of my favortie AMV's from one of my favorite anime's.
ok so my parents drive me insane. my dad is trying to get this new "program" for my cell that monitors my freaking text messages... here read it for yourself
Cell phones on the market today are capable of text messaging, and today’s teens have embraced texting as a common form of communication. Texting allows children to speak to each other in a “coded language” that often leaves parents in the dark regarding their activities and circle of friends. My Mobile Watchdog allows you to read their text messages and see pictures they send and receive from their phone.
WTF am i not entitled to some kind of freaking privacy? theres this girl i text and i say stuff that my parents dont really need to know about (nothing really bad) and if he gets this me and her will only have sporadic private moments wich mostly wont last long and wont be enough time to get into the types of convos we can have while texting.
for all you who dont know i live with my dad and his mom.
my dad lets me have no freedom he cant let me just go somewhere and be by myself hes always there or makes another adult watch me. why do i have to put up with this. ive done nothing wrong that would deserve this kind of treatment from them, yet i recieve it none the less.
honestly he is ruining my life he wont help with car payments or drivers ed. or insurance, or gas. My last girlfriend cant talk to me now because of him getting involved and the last girl (besides the current one i like) i liked wont talk to me becasue of him. I swear with every fiber in my being that if he should ever and i mean EVER be the cause of the person i like now to stop talking to me and to hate me i will hurt him, and hurt him bad. Theres only so much i can take before i break.
arnt parents supposed to be supportive? My dad tells me i cant do anything that i aspire to do. i went to learn to play electric guitar you know what my fucking father said? he said "ha good luck i couldnt do it how do you spose you can?" WHAT THE FUCK kinda answer is that? he said in front of my friend and her mom today that i was stupid what kind of kid puts there kid down like that? one thats jealous? one thats a horrible person? a little bit of both maybe? i think its both. no i know its both. you see my dad had no good friends growing up i bet and he was divorced twice. hes obviously got something wrong with his ability to pick women, maybe he sees that i like females whom are of a good moral standard and he sees me being able to marry once and sustain that mairrage and so hes jealous. i think part of it is that he realizes that i am truly smarter than he is and he hates to admit it, he never listens to my ideas and every time "i say i was thinking.." he says "uh oh" he cant help but discourage those who are obviously better at most everthing than him. not to be concieted but that would describe me being better than him at most everything.
i dont know how much more i can take but i have to say if it wasnt for this one girl the one i happen to like i would have lost it a while ago and beat his face into the ground.
dont think i forgot about the video but i had to rant so here it is...
ok so i went to napersville in chicago this weekend for a christian conference called planet wisdom. I had so much fun. we got there about 5 and ate at mcDonalds then we went to the conference it started at around 6 and lasted about 4 hours. we went from there to our hotel room and ordered pizza at 12. We were at the conference till 5pm saturday then we left and went to giordonos an awsome pizza place, we had a lot of fun with chacha there (a text based Q&A service) then we left. well we were in the snooty part of town where everyone had a nice car. Of course we were in a rinky dink van. we decided itd be fun to play wierd als white and nerdy full blast and then amish paradise. YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN THERE FACES!!!!! lol so much fun. thats my weekend was so much fun. now i have to find a decent costume for friday...
ok so i know so far only one person reads this right now, yes i think your amazing xP, lol but maybe ill get more people to read this later and so i will write like theres more than one persons interested. This weeks been one of the best ive had in a long while thanks most in part to lin... the person reading this ^.^ and the fact that this weekend is going to be absolutly awsome. i wish certain people could come, *AHEM COUGH COUGH AHEM* not to point anyone out or anything, lol but i understand why not. so i guess for now thats my thoughts. i think at the end of every post ill leave an awsome music vid, ill try to keep them AMV's but after awhile itll be hard to get new one. !!!! i should make some.. i will later but right now enjoy.
