hey whats up. um i realy dont know whats going to happen in this world. no matter what please bear with me. my name is esther. not going to tell u my age cuz that would mean i would have to come here on my birthday(july 12) and modify. i'm the oldest of five...a twin. i will tell you that i love anime, manga, reading, writing, and reading a butt load of slash and yaoi. by the way you no how some people have really big butts? thats a butt load to me.

i am usually descriped as funny, caring, crazy as heck, sweet, beautiful, and always reading.i swear. there was one a forward that got sent to a buch of stuff like that about me...really sweet...and creepy. by the way i'm not saying that to gloat or anything. i love it when people commment.
i write faniction sometimes and hand it out to friends to give me their honest opinions be it "it sucks" or "amazing" i usually dont post it but maby some day i will.

i will try to update as much as possible. and i mean on this world cuz i cant figure out how to but my art on this website useing a scanner or whatever. hopefully technology and i will one day come to an agreement like i did with this computer. it doesnt let me down i dont let it go to waste. really when my siblings come on the play games and use a lot of facebook and myspace. nothing agianst you i just dont like it you've probably noticed i like rambling so i'm going to warn you do it it alot..... soi think thats it. anytime i have something to say i will post or something.bye.

skipping over the holidays

Today I was walking through Wal-Mart and I relized something. The Christmas decorations are up. Dont get me wrong i love X-mas its just that it seems that they skipped over thanksgiving completly.

So today i am filled with many different modds. I am sad that thanksgiving is being ignored. I am happy X-mas is almost here. And i am angry about the fact that acording to me friends the decorations have been there since before halloween.But that anger might just be embarressment. i dont know

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