hey whats up. um i realy dont know whats going to happen in this world. no matter what please bear with me. my name is esther. not going to tell u my age cuz that would mean i would have to come here on my birthday(july 12) and modify. i'm the oldest of five...a twin. i will tell you that i love anime, manga, reading, writing, and reading a butt load of slash and yaoi. by the way you no how some people have really big butts? thats a butt load to me.

i am usually descriped as funny, caring, crazy as heck, sweet, beautiful, and always reading.i swear. there was one a forward that got sent to a buch of stuff like that about me...really sweet...and creepy. by the way i'm not saying that to gloat or anything. i love it when people commment.
i write faniction sometimes and hand it out to friends to give me their honest opinions be it "it sucks" or "amazing" i usually dont post it but maby some day i will.

i will try to update as much as possible. and i mean on this world cuz i cant figure out how to but my art on this website useing a scanner or whatever. hopefully technology and i will one day come to an agreement like i did with this computer. it doesnt let me down i dont let it go to waste. really when my siblings come on the play games and use a lot of facebook and myspace. nothing agianst you i just dont like it you've probably noticed i like rambling so i'm going to warn you do it it alot..... soi think thats it. anytime i have something to say i will post or something.bye.

yaoi and yuri

for those that dont know what yaoi is it is guyXguy relationships. yuri is girlXgirl realationships. now the reason i'm doing this post is cuz i love reading it. not for the sex aspect but for the plot and cuteness of some of these storyies. also i like it cuz its going beyond the boundries life has set for us.i'm not saying you should like it and i'm not trying to preach anything either.

i also realise that people are always putting it down. they say its wrong for two dudes and two chicks to be together. if this were a world where everyone could only reproduse with a member of the same sex would you say its wrong for two of the oppisite sex to get together?

i read this one yaoi manga called "KINPEIBAI KINDEN HONOO NO KUCHIZUKE"it is amazing. its about a male prostatute and what he had to go through during his life. it has death, is really sad but soooo good. even though it made me cry like a baby i was so glad when it ended with a happy ending.

by the way if your no what slash is, same as yaoi and yuri but with characters from bokks and movies and stuff) i think thats fine too. people can dream. so please dont hate people becuase of what the like or whta they believe in. everyone is born equal. everyone should be aloud to love whomever the like. also everone is entidled to their own opinion. so if you dont agree with this its fine. like i said im not trying to force my opinion down your throat.

if your wondering what started me on this it was the fact that some guy started mocking my friend about liking yaoi and yuri. it really hurt her fealings. anyway i'm trying to educate the world on how i feel about the whole mess....in some way...this post really isnt that clear on that point....anywayi'm just saying but if your going to hurt someones feelings, keep your mouth shut. so thats all and like i said not trying to preach or anything.so thats all.