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RaNDoM fAcTS:
Name: AnimeAngel993
Age: 16
Grade: 11th
Hobbies: Writing poems,Playing flute and tenor saxophone, and Singing
Instruments that I play: Tenor Saxophone and Flute
Orientation: Bisexual
Stasis: Single
Birthday: 6/30/93
Favorite song: Dark Blue- Jack's Mannequin
Current wishes: to cosplay, to be a good example as a Junior, to be a better person, to go to Japan, To learn Japanese, to be happy :), to be a singer.
Sex: Female
PoEm:
Someday
I want to be able to smile,
Without trying.
Love,
Without crying.
Care,
Without regretting.
Dance,
Without stopping.
Sing,
Without a song.
Sleep,
Knowing that tomorrow will be better.
And move on,
If it’s not.
Understand,
Without reasoning.
Try,
Without hurting.
Listen,
Without being listened to.
Talk,
Without protecting.
And
Write
Without caring who will read it.
Hello theO! I literally haven't posted here in....yesh I don't even know how long it's been. ha ha, sorry. I have been posting on myO every once and a while though :P Just to keep true to the roots, you know? lol
Well, life's been kinda sucky recently. It seems like everything is changing around me... or rather I'm changing and redefining myself. It's so much harder than I ever imagined... To really change you have to let go of everything you know about yourself and start new, but that creates a sense of being lost and helpless. (though finding yourself gives you power, so it's worth it)
Still though... :/ I don't even know what I'm doing anymore...
But that's okay, why do I need to know, right?
I have my whole life to figure it out ^_^
Anyways~
How are you fellow theO users???
-Angel
I just realized that I haven't posted on TheO for the longest time xD
So here I am.
....
HI!!!
lol, Nothing really to talk about x3
I had a dream last night.
In this dream i was pregnant.
I didn't know who the father was, and I was scared to death of raising this child alone.
I remember my friends were talking about this new teacher that was really cute.
I remember someone said I was made of water, that if someone whose soul was too rough touched me I would burst.
And then I meant this teacher everyone was talking about,
and his soul was as rough as a rock,
but when he put his hands on either side of my face I was fine.
Then he said
"It will be okay, I'm here for you. I will protect you both. Nothing will harm you. You're okay now. You're okay now."
I think that the teacher was the father of the child.
Ha ha ha, I guess that sounds really weird.
Ew, teacher/student mixing.
lol, but what was weird was I liked the idea of being pregnant.
I liked the idea of having a child, of having someone that I could care for.
In all honesty,
if I were to get pregnant right now I would be happy.
Even though I'm only 15.
But that's not going to happen.
First off I'm saving it.
Second off I wouldn't be a good mother as I am now.
I'm still just a child myself.
Anybody have questions or need advice about love and relationships?
Send me a message.
I plan to make a video answering them,
I won't say it was your question, but I'll answer it as best I can.
Before anyone gets all angry, I already know I probably should be the last one to give out advice on this topic. But helping others through their problems makes me realized the flaws in mine.
Anyways,
what do you have to lose right?
Scared and depressed don't even start to cover how I feel right now.
Reba is pulling the strings in my heart.
She's saying things like
"why are you ignoring me?"
"When you hear the word love; who do you think of?"
I would lie if I said it didn't hurt...
:'(
What do I do?
NO!
Don't answer that.
I'm never going back to her,
I'm going to wait... she'll get over this soon...
and so will I.
