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RaNDoM fAcTS:
Name: AnimeAngel993
Age: 16
Grade: 11th
Hobbies: Writing poems,Playing flute and tenor saxophone, and Singing
Instruments that I play: Tenor Saxophone and Flute
Orientation: Bisexual
Stasis: Single
Birthday: 6/30/93
Favorite song: Dark Blue- Jack's Mannequin
Current wishes: to cosplay, to be a good example as a Junior, to be a better person, to go to Japan, To learn Japanese, to be happy :), to be a singer.
Sex: Female

PoEm:
Someday
I want to be able to smile,
Without trying.
Love,
Without crying.
Care,
Without regretting.
Dance,
Without stopping.
Sing,
Without a song.
Sleep,
Knowing that tomorrow will be better.
And move on,
If it’s not.
Understand,
Without reasoning.
Try,
Without hurting.
Listen,
Without being listened to.
Talk,
Without protecting.
And
Write
Without caring who will read it.

Okay people

What the hell?
I rarely write things anymore and I never add pages, so the least you can do is comment on the few things I have.
I mean, come on! I comment on everything (okay, maybe not everything)
Gah!
Anyways, As you have noticed, I don't come here much anymore.
It's just a lot less fun without all my friends and all.
School has been hell!
I like this girl, right?
Like REALLY like her,
but she is drooling over one of my other friends!
Whenever she's upset I try to comfort her, but she never lets me help her!
Today she was nearly in tears and I was really worried about her,
I asked her what was wrong but she just shook her head, so I hugged her and said that she could talk to me any time she needed to, but she basically ignored that!
It makes me feel like I might as well be dead to her.
I can't help her, no matter how much I want to, and it hurts like hell.
What the hell am I supposed to do?
Sit here and wait for her to ask for help?
Or do I push her to talk to me?
GAH!
I'm so confused.
Please, please HELP!!!!!

Really, Really not my day.

Damn, I've had the WORST luck today.
First SamuraiPanda stood me up (without a better way to put it.) He was suppose to go to a movie with my friends and I, but he didn't and I didn't get to hang out with him at all. Then I was stuck carrying a reaaally late gift for him all day (the one time I remembered to bring it) Then I ran into practically everyone I knew except the one person I wanted to see.
Then I get stuck with two of my friends who are like bff's so I was like the odd one out. Then I go to my friend's house and her dog bites me (my hand fucking hurts like hell. ) Then I get bitched out by my oldest sister because she's been irresponsible all day and has been ditching my family for her new Boyfriend. I just happened to call her after my sister, wrong place at the wrong time basically. Then I get home at like 10pm and realize that I didn't practice my flute all weekend and had brought it home for no reason
And now I feel like shit. I might not even go to school tomorrow...damn...nvm I HAVE to go to school tomorrow.
I'm just not having a good day. At least I was with my friends I would have been really depressed without them. It would have been much, much better without my horrible luck.