Yep =) It feels nice when people go out of their way to say words of consolation. =^_^= Makes you feel like not teveryone in the world wants to just walk past you XD;; Ahaha... orz *lame*
I know it's not good to keep things bottled up, but I can't actually cry atm. I already cried over at her house, but I won't get another fit like that for maybe a few days or so... maybe longer. I just have to wait until my body tells me to do so and let it have what it needs. For the time being, I'm stable.
But thank you very much for your words =^_^= It makes me feel better.
Yep... I don't know if I really feel like I could get through crying atm... I feel kinda crappy, already and crying right now is going to put me in bed all day...
Thanks =^_^= No I understand I joke to get through some serious situations sometime when I can't take the awkwardness orz That can be inconvenient, but it's understandable in some situations and can't be helped.
Nah, I know the feeling. When my first and only dog was put to sleep, I wasn't there, so I didn't even feel like she'd gone until much later when I realized she wasn't there and it just... hit me like a sack of potatoes. =v.v= I still miss that wonderful girl.
I might seem a little strange comparing a dog to my grandmother, but I'm basically conveying the losing of those important and special to you... XD;; Okay, I'm going to stop talking now... I'm digging a deeper hole... orz
And I kinda get how your mind work cause I read minds~*shot cause I’m bad at taking things seriously sometimes* cause my friend is kinda like that. But she always has bad timing. (Like breaking down and freaking out in the middle of class)
Thanks. Yep, I'm okay for now. I can take the time when I finally break down to rest. There will be a memorial service once my aunt gets the details together. It's weird... really weird. My grandmother didn't even really look like herself when I saw her, so it's really just surreal. *sighs*
At any rate, I'll be neutral for the time being. =^_^= Thanks again.
At the moment, yeah I'm fine. I know the way my mind works and it's going to really hit me later and I'll probably break down and cry some more. I feel baad that my mind works that way, but just the same, since I'm able to keep my thoughts straight until I get someplace I can break down is probably a blessing in disguise. =vuv=
I'll let you know if I stop feeling alright, though =^_^= At the moment, I'm in the denial/disbelief phase. It's weird to know something and that you're going through it, but you can't really change it... =o_o;=
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/11/10 | Reply
@LittleWiseOwl:
*nods* ='_'= Thanks...
LittleWiseOwl
Otaku Legend | Posted 07/11/10 | Reply
Aww, Kitty-chan, I'm sorry D:
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
@vdr-07:
Yup. Artists feel like this on a daily basis, though, not just during times of grief XD But we need it mroe during times of grief. =( So thanks =)
"Plz comment my art" you see it so many times... We like teh attention XD
vdr-07
Volcano Hamster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
@Kitty K.O.:
XD that wasn't lame Kitty and I agree with you...sometimes just knowing there is people out there makes you feel supported ^^
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
@vdr-07:
=^_^=
Yep =) It feels nice when people go out of their way to say words of consolation. =^_^= Makes you feel like not teveryone in the world wants to just walk past you XD;; Ahaha... orz *lame*
vdr-07
Volcano Hamster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
@Kitty K.O.:
Then I guess its fine...^___^
OO really? did it make you feel better? ;W; I'm glad!!
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
@vdr-07:
I know it's not good to keep things bottled up, but I can't actually cry atm. I already cried over at her house, but I won't get another fit like that for maybe a few days or so... maybe longer. I just have to wait until my body tells me to do so and let it have what it needs. For the time being, I'm stable.
But thank you very much for your words =^_^= It makes me feel better.
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
@Kratos Cruxis:
Thanks =vuv=
Kratos Cruxis
Senior Otaku | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
@Kitty K.O.:
Nah, I understand the feeling. Something close disappears and everyone's like 'wtf' ya....I know the feeling .-.
vdr-07
Volcano Hamster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
I'm sorry to hear that Kitty.....I'm not good with this kind of things but make sure to cry everything out...is bad to keep it inside...believe me ^^
And I know others told you this but still if you need to talk or anything just let me know ok?
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
@littlepooch:
Yep... I don't know if I really feel like I could get through crying atm... I feel kinda crappy, already and crying right now is going to put me in bed all day...
Thanks =^_^=
No I understand I joke to get through some serious situations sometime when I can't take the awkwardness orzThat can be inconvenient, but it's understandable in some situations and can't be helped.Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
@Kratos Cruxis:
Nah, I know the feeling. When my first and only dog was put to sleep, I wasn't there, so I didn't even feel like she'd gone until much later when I realized she wasn't there and it just... hit me like a sack of potatoes. =v.v= I still miss that wonderful girl.
I might seem a little strange comparing a dog to my grandmother, but I'm basically conveying the losing of those important and special to you... XD;; Okay, I'm going to stop talking now... I'm digging a deeper hole... orz
littlepooch
Patchwork Rabbit (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
@Kitty K.O.:
Alright, well I'm glad you're still doing fine.
And I kinda get how your mind work
cause I read minds~*shot cause I’m bad at taking things seriously sometimes*cause my friend is kinda like that. But she always has bad timing. (Like breaking down and freaking out in the middle of class)Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
@15385bic:
Thanks. Yep, I'm okay for now. I can take the time when I finally break down to rest. There will be a memorial service once my aunt gets the details together. It's weird... really weird. My grandmother didn't even really look like herself when I saw her, so it's really just surreal. *sighs*
At any rate, I'll be neutral for the time being. =^_^= Thanks again.
Kratos Cruxis
Senior Otaku | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
@Kitty K.O.:
xD well.. <_< trust me... that's what it feels like... well it was how I felt when I lost my grandpa... >>;
15385bic
Lazy Chocobikies (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
sorry to hear that. It is sad when people die suddenly. Usually it hits me later too after i hear the news. Hope ur ok...
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
@littlepooch:
At the moment, yeah I'm fine. I know the way my mind works and it's going to really hit me later and I'll probably break down and cry some more. I feel baad that my mind works that way, but just the same, since I'm able to keep my thoughts straight until I get someplace I can break down is probably a blessing in disguise. =vuv=
I'll let you know if I stop feeling alright, though =^_^= At the moment, I'm in the denial/disbelief phase. It's weird to know something and that you're going through it, but you can't really change it... =o_o;=
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
@Kratos Cruxis:
Smacks me in the head... XD That's an interesting choice of words XDD
Thank you very much =ouo=
Blood Moon Wolf
Bloody (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
@Kitty K.O.:
Your welcome Kitty. C:
littlepooch
Patchwork Rabbit (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
Aw :'( I'm so sorry to hear that, Kitty-San. *hugs*
Are you still doing alright?
Kratos Cruxis
Senior Otaku | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
*pats* =/ I know how you feel *pats more* if it smacks you in the head and you want to talk or anything, you can PM me.
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
@Blood Moon Wolf:
Sorry to hear that =( For now I'm alright. It'll hit me later, though, but I've done some crying, so I'm fine atm. =^_^= Thank you.
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
@Artgrrl:
Thank you. For now, I'm holding up. I know it'll really hit me, later, but for now, I'm okay. I cried a little bit already =^_^=
Blood Moon Wolf
Bloody (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
Awh, Im sorry, My Great Grandma Ruth died last year in September..
I know how you feel, If you need anything feel free to PM me or something.
Artgrrl
ETERNITY (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/10/10 | Reply
I'm really sorry about what happened
If you need someone to talk to just PM me, 'kay?