@Wakusei Aoshi:

Lol XD Okie dokie. =3

@Kitty K.O.:

Well, since it's a game, you can talk to them a lot and it can take a while sometimes, but you get to hear what they say everyday, you have to talk to them everyday that's the only way you can boost their friendship points...Though I think it takes much longer in Animal Parade and Tree of Tranquility because you have to get all the harvest sprites to get the harvest goddess for some reason, and then the people will come, and then you can finally talk to them and boost friendship points and all this extra stuff...O.o So it does take a while, but the farming part is really easy and quick...O.o

@Wakusei Aoshi:

Lol XD Well if you wind up married that fast, it somewhat sucks the fun out of it... =| I'd like a nice, sweet story before I get married. X3

@Kitty K.O.:

Kinda...I've played one of the games for an entire day and I already got married and had children and a big farm...O.o Not that much patience, but constant playing so that you don't forget what you're doing later...O.o

@Wakusei Aoshi:

Ahahaha, it's definitely one of those games that require patience... XD

@Kitty K.O.:

Ah, yes, and that game 'tis really awesome...But I don't play it for some reason...O.o Well, I've gotten to the point where I actually have to farm because the Witch is now a frog and I have to get a chicken's egg to the Wizard so he can make a potion to change her into a Witch again...>.> And that's the only thing the Wizard says stuff like 'Do you want me to make the potion now?' or something like that...>.> I don't like waiting for my chicks to become chickens and then lay eggs...it takes too long....

@Wakusei Aoshi:

I gues it's natural to be used to whatever you're exposed to the most... =vuv;=

Ahaha, yep, I know, I thought it would fit pretty well. X3 Ahaha, that's a strange coincidence, since that's the one HM game I really want to play XD

@Kitty K.O.:

...Since I've been moving all my life it's more common for me to move and I REALLY hate where I live right now...>.>

Ah, Waku-Waku...? My nickname? Haha, that means exciting in Japanese...I know because of the Harvest Moon game Waku Waku Animal March (which translates as Exciting Animal March, but it was released in America as Animal Parade...>.>)

@Wakusei Aoshi:

I don't think I could do that... =o^o= I like where I am just fine and everyone wants to move out of the city because it's "boring..." =^_^;=

Oh gosh... XD;; Let's install safety bumpers on you, Waku-Waku! =D

@Kitty K.O.:

I've lived in this house for like 2-3 years...not very long. I move a lot...soo...>.>

You don't know how I am...O.O I must be really slippery or something, because I just slide right down...O.o And that's not always good since I can't exactly stop very well...O.o

@Wakusei Aoshi:

Oh really? =oAo= I've lived in the same house since I was 3... so it's been 19... almost 20 years XD

... I wouldn't understand how you could slip if you're sitting down... XD;;

@Kitty K.O.:

Nope, because I never got stairs until I moved when I was 13...and I didn't know how to walk down them...And if I scooted I would slip all the way down...TT^TT

@Wakusei Aoshi:

I'd scoot XD Ever scoot down the stairs one step at a time when you were a kid? It's like that. XD

@Kitty K.O.:

How would you get down?

@Wakusei Aoshi:

... There are 15 step plus a landing separating the first and second floors... I think it'd be pretty difficult and expensive to think about a ramp. I'd just pull myself up the stairs backwards. Simple and cheap. XD

@Kitty K.O.:

Ah, yes...hrmm...Get a ramp...>:D...Get all prepared even if you're not going to lose your legs! XD

@Wakusei Aoshi:

Lol... wel it might still be troublesome that way since I live on the second floor of our house XD;;

@Kitty K.O.:

Yeah, you could just be in a wheel chair and be all lazy, but at least you could draw! XD

@Wakusei Aoshi:

Ahaha Yeah =^_^=

Me too =^_^;= If it were my legs, I wouldn't care as much, but that's my precious commodity, right there XD ahaha I'm sure I'll be fine =^_^= Thank you =3

@Kitty K.O.:

Oh, yeah, I understand that, I've just never heard of it happening...O.o But it makes sense for it to happen.

Oooh! Nuuu! I hope you get better! TT^TT

@Wakusei Aoshi:

Well, my friend's been to the doctor, so it's not like he's making it up. And I know well that being a particularly emotional person that they're really connected to my physical well-being. So I guess if you feel emotionally detatched, then your body will detatch its sense of feeling as well. Makes perfect sense to me...

Crap, I'm gonna stop here... my arm's going numb again...

@Kitty K.O.:

Hrmm...I've never heard of that happening....O.o

@Wakusei Aoshi:

Well, earlier, I was working on something with my tablet pen and my hand stopped responding the way I wanted it to. I was gonna push myself to keep going, but then I remembered a friend of mine recently lost feeling in his arms and hands because of emotional detatchment. I figured, if I'm going through the same thing, I don't want that to happen, so I stopped and took a nap. My mom gave my hand and arm a massage. I can move my hand again, so the only problem I have now is slight numbness in my right arm and tension in my neck and shoulder.

I simply need to relax. =^_^= But it's scary when you think for a split second that your arms going to become useless. Everytime I think about that, the feeling spreads again, so I'm reminding myself over and over to take a deep breath and chill. Ahaha, it's definitely a new experience... =^_^;=

@Kitty K.O.:

O.O That's not good! O.O How physical?

@Wakusei Aoshi:

... I hope it doesn't take me 3 months... It's already causing me physical problems... orz

But yeah, I understand. Thanks =^_^=

@Kitty K.O.:

Yeahh, that makes sense. One of my best friends lost her grandma, who she was really close to, but she couldn't cry even as sad as she was and she just told me that she was kinda shocked...I don't think I've ever seen her cry.

But I don't think it's heartless at all. And not crying is painful and sometimes you want to, but not crying doesn't make you heartless and emotionless, and just shows that you're still processing the emotions.

It took me a while to cry when all this stuff happened, and then I finally broke down after watching Tokyo Magnitude 8.0...and then last last night when I thought about everything....>.>

And that would be like 3 months afterwards that I cried, so that's a pretty big gap. I think some people take a while to actually break down and cry...O.o

But being sad about it is enough to show that you're not heartless.

@Wakusei Aoshi:

I understand what's going on. But I can't move on until I can get my mind to realize it. I realize that my mind is rejecting the possibility even though I saw her body... I am fully aware of the truth. But my recognition and what I want to realize are separate. It's somewhat like watching someone else in denial... At the moment, I'm a bit detatched from myself. In a way, this is good. I can handle basic tasks and such until the time it'll snap in my mind and I can have a good long cry.

However, for now, my mind is telling me I don't want to cry just yet. Though my mind keeps flashing back to her, another part waves it away just as quickly. I will not force myself to recognize things too quickly, as it could probably break things down and maybe cause some damage... Does that make sense? =o.O;= Ahaha... I'd been accused of being heartless in the past because I don't/can't show emotion immediately. It doesn't mean they're not there. ... How would I describe it...? It's like trying to turn on a faucet, but no water comes out. Which is also troublesome because my eyeballs are painfully and annoyingly dry right now... *rubs them*

Or maybe I broke? XD Ahaha *lame fail* orz Anyway, I think I'll wait out this denial period until acceptance comes. The more I think about it, the lighter my body feels, so like I said, I think it'd be pretty dangerous to give into emotions just yet... Reading what I just wrote, I feel like I might sounds a little heartless and analytical... but that's the way I'm processing things... I kinda hate it. I feel like I should cry and get it over with. I suppose I could trigger it myself... Argh, again, I am rambling. I think I'll stop, since I'm starting to shake...

@Kitty K.O.:

Yeah, I felt the same way when my grandma died, but I thought she would anyways, it was just really weird for that to happen.

It's actually not as hard as it seems to get over it, just at this time it feels that way. Just look towards the future.

@Wakusei Aoshi:

Yeah I know. It's just so unbelieveable. My mind keeps rejecting it any time I think about it... I mean, I never thought it would happen so suddenly... I thought she'd be around for a while longer... *shakes head*

*sighs* I always wondered how I'd feel when she'd pass on... Guess this is it. I know I'll get over it. It's the gettin' over it that's difficult.

Don't worry! You might not be crying or anything, but that's not a bad thing, it only means you're human that you're still surprised and in shock. It takes a while to finally comprehend these things. The movies usually show it like instant pain and screaming and crying, but that's not true at all. The shock and despair is what's human.

And talking and rambling is good! It makes you feel more at peace and you might feel depressed now, but you'll get over it...eventually....O.o

And I hope you feel better! ^ ^ This kind of thing takes some time (I felt depressed back during Spring Break after my grandma died, my friend's brother died, and when I experienced sleeping in a trashy house that you would see on that show 'Hoarders' or something like that...But I think you'll get over it just how I got over it, it just takes some time).

@Artgrrl:

Yeah, after eating and getting a little rest, I do feel a bit better =^_^=

The members of her church were really shocked to hear it when my parents went there, though... <=(

I'm glad you're feeling a little better