o_o''' I know what you mean Kitty...I guess I just try to leave the subject away and try to ignore it but there are times in which I can't do that >>'
^____^ well I'm glad to hear that and yes its pretty sad when you ask your father "do you notice anythign different with me?" and he answers "no...not really you still are the same" XD
No, you don't have to apologize... =^_^;= It fine =3
I'd been thinking that, myself... Although I go crazy from waiting and then I start thinking "I don't wanna be 40 years old when I fnd the one for me!! orz *sobs*" Heck, I don't even want to be 30 when I find the one for me... I'd like to at least find someone who'll be with me, who I also like before I'm 25... Although that's 2 years away XD;;
I get what your saying... that was me being confused. To be honest, I'm actually a lot more confident than I used to be =o.o= Sure, I still have doubts, but I'm able to push myself to do more than I could before =^_^= And I'm happy about the improvement I've made =3 I don't know if my family or friends can see it, but I'm certain I've changed a bit for the better (I'd be a bit sad if they said I haven't changed at all... orz).
Good for you X3 Thank you =3 Just managaed to get out some last minute ranting. I actually feel a lot better now =3
Hmmm Well definitely I'm not very good with this subject since I lack of experience....but still i think there are few thing i can say, still I dunno if that might help so I'll say sorry beforehand ^^'
So the first thing I can say is that things happen for a reason, well at least I believe that...Being that the case maybe you're feeeling that way because of it...i mean the fact you don't seem to like the guys who say they like you and gah...i got confused o_o'...in cocnlusion, maybe the one who is meant for you hasn't arrived yet? I know that sounds kinda bad...but maybe when you least are waiting he will randomly pop out... *sighs* then again i don't think i'm helping TT
Well as for the second thing I wanted to say...when you said you didn't want to bring you down by saying you lacked confidence in yourself...well that brings you down XD...i know it because of experience so if your not in good terms with yourself then nothing is going to work out...feeling like not belonging is usual...well at least for me... but still i have the thing of being in good termn with myself clear everytime
hmm now that I think about it...that subject sisn't have to do anything with yours..or did it??
Well i just want to say that i'm trying my best Kitty! hope things get clear soon...
TT^TT That's terrible. Teachers aren't allowed to yell at students...O.o; I had a teacher yell at me, too. Except he wasn't known for exploding in people's faces (he was known to be calm and nice)...Oh, I was also in middle school at this time...
Some teachers get mad at you for strange reasons...just because we don't understand doesn't mean you should be mad at US, you should be mad at yourself...>3>
Yep, I was trying to use Firefox for theOtaku and IE for everything else and it was just... frustrating XD;;
Yep XD I've been getting many different types of advice, and I can see your pov *nods* I shall figure things as they come =P
No no, don't apologize, I could understand that too... =^_^;= I'm sorry about that. The only time I got yelled at was when I was in middle school and I was in a "projects" class themed off Harry Potter. Everyone was doing something and I didn't know what was going on, so I was reviewing a booklet and sitting on a table. Then the teacher started yelling at me to get up off my butt and do something (he was famous for exploding at people, but overall was a cool teacher) I was so shocked that I started crying and went to help paint a banner... Now I feel like i wanna cry about that again =TT_TT=
Yeah, it does... I feel like I'm burdening people sometimes, though... =^_^;= Though I feel fortunate to have so many friends that care enough to talk me through these times =) Thank you. =^_^=
Oooh! YAY~! ^ ^ That's wonderful! It was very quiet for a while and I was very bored without somebody to talk to ('cause most of the people I talk to couldn't comment).
Oiii...romance...>3> How I think of it, not everyone is totally loved, you can be friends and all, but when it comes to romance and everything, only choose VERY specific people because you're going to wind up hurting yourself more if you tried to fix the situation as is. Though, I'm the sidelines kinda person, so maybe you shouldn't be listening to me...O.o;
Awww!! TT^TT That is SOOO sad! That kindergarten story...*cries*...I feel bad for you...I don't like it when things like that happen, especially with younger kids. Like you're happy, but it's because of a misunderstanding, and then somebody beats you up about it (verbally, not literally...XD). I'm used to it now, but when I was little I felt really bad...now I had some kinda of group in science and they kept yelling at me just because I messed up a bit...those jerks...I was the only one doing any work...>.>
Sorry...I went into something else there...O.o;
I hope you get better! TT^TT And talking about it online DOES make you feel better...talking about it in general helps...I guess...
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 09/27/10 | Reply
@vdr-07:
Ahaha, yup, ignorance isn't always bliss =^_^;= Cuz when you find out, you wish you'd known sooner XD;;
Ahaha, I kinda brush it off if my dad says something lie that... =^_^;=
Yay~ Thank'oo~ *nibbles cookie* Oh noes, it's chocolate chip D=> </3
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 09/27/10 | Reply
@Wakusei Aoshi:
No, that's just how he does things... =o_o;= Besides, it was years ago... It doesn't really matter anymore =o~o;=
vdr-07
Volcano Hamster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 09/26/10 | Reply
@Kitty K.O.:
o_o''' I know what you mean Kitty...I guess I just try to leave the subject away and try to ignore it but there are times in which I can't do that >>'
^____^ well I'm glad to hear that and yes its pretty sad when you ask your father "do you notice anythign different with me?" and he answers "no...not really you still are the same" XD
Yoosh happy you're feeling better *gives cookie*
Wakusei Aoshi
Otaku Eternal | Posted 09/26/10 | Reply
@Kitty K.O.:
Still, that doesn't give him a reason to yell at you. Did he apologize?
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 09/26/10 | Reply
@vdr-07:
No, you don't have to apologize... =^_^;= It fine =3
I'd been thinking that, myself... Although I go crazy from waiting and then I start thinking "I don't wanna be 40 years old when I fnd the one for me!! orz *sobs*" Heck, I don't even want to be 30 when I find the one for me... I'd like to at least find someone who'll be with me, who I also like before I'm 25... Although that's 2 years away XD;;
I get what your saying... that was me being confused. To be honest, I'm actually a lot more confident than I used to be =o.o= Sure, I still have doubts, but I'm able to push myself to do more than I could before =^_^= And I'm happy about the improvement I've made =3 I don't know if my family or friends can see it, but I'm certain I've changed a bit for the better (I'd be a bit sad if they said I haven't changed at all... orz).
Good for you X3 Thank you =3 Just managaed to get out some last minute ranting. I actually feel a lot better now =3
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 09/26/10 | Reply
@Wakusei Aoshi:
I don't know why no one argued with his methods... Maybe because he was a big bald man XD;;
But he was yelling at me because I was doing nothing, whether I was confused or not... I kinda see that, now XD;;
vdr-07
Volcano Hamster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 09/26/10 | Reply
Hmmm Well definitely I'm not very good with this subject since I lack of experience....but still i think there are few thing i can say, still I dunno if that might help so I'll say sorry beforehand ^^'
So the first thing I can say is that things happen for a reason, well at least I believe that...Being that the case maybe you're feeeling that way because of it...i mean the fact you don't seem to like the guys who say they like you and gah...i got confused o_o'...in cocnlusion, maybe the one who is meant for you hasn't arrived yet? I know that sounds kinda bad...but maybe when you least are waiting he will randomly pop out... *sighs* then again i don't think i'm helping TT
Well as for the second thing I wanted to say...when you said you didn't want to bring you down by saying you lacked confidence in yourself...well that brings you down XD...i know it because of experience so if your not in good terms with yourself then nothing is going to work out...feeling like not belonging is usual...well at least for me... but still i have the thing of being in good termn with myself clear everytime
hmm now that I think about it...that subject sisn't have to do anything with yours..or did it??
Well i just want to say that i'm trying my best Kitty! hope things get clear soon...
Wakusei Aoshi
Otaku Eternal | Posted 09/26/10 | Reply
@Kitty K.O.:
TT^TT That's terrible. Teachers aren't allowed to yell at students...O.o; I had a teacher yell at me, too. Except he wasn't known for exploding in people's faces (he was known to be calm and nice)...Oh, I was also in middle school at this time...
Some teachers get mad at you for strange reasons...just because we don't understand doesn't mean you should be mad at US, you should be mad at yourself...>3>
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 09/26/10 | Reply
@Wakusei Aoshi:
Yep, I was trying to use Firefox for theOtaku and IE for everything else and it was just... frustrating XD;;
Yep XD I've been getting many different types of advice, and I can see your pov *nods* I shall figure things as they come =P
No no, don't apologize, I could understand that too... =^_^;= I'm sorry about that. The only time I got yelled at was when I was in middle school and I was in a "projects" class themed off Harry Potter. Everyone was doing something and I didn't know what was going on, so I was reviewing a booklet and sitting on a table. Then the teacher started yelling at me to get up off my butt and do something (he was famous for exploding at people, but overall was a cool teacher) I was so shocked that I started crying and went to help paint a banner... Now I feel like i wanna cry about that again =TT_TT=
Yeah, it does... I feel like I'm burdening people sometimes, though... =^_^;= Though I feel fortunate to have so many friends that care enough to talk me through these times =) Thank you. =^_^=
Wakusei Aoshi
Otaku Eternal | Posted 09/26/10 | Reply
Oooh! YAY~! ^ ^ That's wonderful! It was very quiet for a while and I was very bored without somebody to talk to ('cause most of the people I talk to couldn't comment).
Oiii...romance...>3> How I think of it, not everyone is totally loved, you can be friends and all, but when it comes to romance and everything, only choose VERY specific people because you're going to wind up hurting yourself more if you tried to fix the situation as is. Though, I'm the sidelines kinda person, so maybe you shouldn't be listening to me...O.o;
Awww!! TT^TT That is SOOO sad! That kindergarten story...*cries*...I feel bad for you...I don't like it when things like that happen, especially with younger kids. Like you're happy, but it's because of a misunderstanding, and then somebody beats you up about it (verbally, not literally...XD). I'm used to it now, but when I was little I felt really bad...now I had some kinda of group in science and they kept yelling at me just because I messed up a bit...those jerks...I was the only one doing any work...>.>
Sorry...I went into something else there...O.o;
I hope you get better! TT^TT And talking about it online DOES make you feel better...talking about it in general helps...I guess...