@Jouanofarc:

Working...? You mean the artwork? Yeah, but it's slow-going. You confused me for a second when you said work since... I don't have a job...

More good news...? =>.>= I had good news in this post...? *looks* Oh, Youmacon... I guess that's good in a sense. I'm just nervous about helping out with the panel, but I guess I'll work things out before I leave. *nod nod* Thanks

Wow! it seems like a lot of things happened since the last time I made my visit here! O.O I'm glad to know your working again! that's a good start!!! Remember there are a lot of people here at the Otaku that care for you! Hope to hear some more good news from you!

@Kitty K.O.:

no problem! ^_^

@toyotami kun:

*nods* Thanks =^_^=

@Kitty K.O.:

yeah, it feels so frustrating, esspeacilly when you're trying to recover. I'm glad you feel better now! ^_^

@toyotami kun:

*nods* Thank you kindly =^_^=

Yep. I just don't want to feel like that again, though... Not that much.

@Kitty K.O.:

Thank You, If I am feeling bad, I'll PM you, same thing for you! ^_^

also that is good that at least some stress was lifted!!! I hope this can continue for you so you won't have to feel so depressed! ^_^

@toyotami kun:

Well, if you ever need to talk about some stuff, you can always send me a pm. At the very least, I'll lend an ear. =^_^=

Oh, I'm feeling better. Less pressured now I've gotten out of the house for a bit, at least. It's a work in progress X3; heh

@Kitty K.O.:

yes, that is also another reason why I don't like talking to people about my problems either, mainly cause I also don't want to burden anyone, and also the people around me sometimes feel like the type to think "Toughin up, or Quit being Emo" which it not nice or helpful.
I admit it does feel nice to share that peice of info though. I wish it were easier to talk about things, but I get scared! A fellow coworker did tell me that I need to open up little by little to move forward if I feel bad about stuff, so slowly I'm trying! XD

Anyways I hope you are doing better now! ^_^

@toyotami kun:

Well, you can consider this revelation to be a step toward opening up =^_^= I don't tell my family what goes on with me usually because I feel like I'm just burdening them with my problems. So I also bottle things up for a while. Which is why I was feeling so awful, I guess. Eventually, you stop caring as much whether or not it's a good or bad idea to share XD; Then again, everyone's different here and there, y'know?

@Kitty K.O.:

Well I don't really like talking about what I go through, so I have a really hard time opening up to people, I don't discuss things online and I don't discuss things with people in real life either, because I'm afraid to talk about it. I guess letting someone know my problems scares me and I end up bottling everything up which is not good.
That is why I think you're brave letting people know how you are feeling. ^_^ It's a little funny cause I have never mentioned this anyone either....

@Team Plasma N:

It's not really something you can help with... =/ Not unless you can:

A) Cure my father
B) Get me a job so I can save up and get the heck out of here
C) Develop an anger disintegrating ray, or
D) Put more hours in a day

I don't really think you have the power to do most of those things... Maybe the disintegrating ray...

@toyotami kun:

I don't reallt think of it as requiring guts to post something about how you're feeling... =o_o;= I mean, what's so scary that would prevent you? Unless whatever you're upset about might badmouth someone on the same site and you don't want them to hate you for it or something.

Yup *nods*

But that doesn't explain why you are like this? :/ I want to help you but you gotta tell me how so I can have a better understanding of the entire picture...

@Kitty K.O.:

yeah! XD There were a lot of times I did want to post something, but I never had the guts, I would only mention it when I posted a drawing or something.

It does help though, cause even if you can't say anything to someone who's aroud you, someone online does help!

@Kitty K.O.:

welcome :)

@toyotami kun:

Oh my, young whippersnapper, you're barely out of the crib! D= j/k

Oh, well teens can be so full of hormones they don't know what to do with them *shruggles* I'm still stuck... because my father has a condition... or two or three...

Nah. These posts most people need someone to comment. It shows someone's actually paying attention. Otherwise we'd just get even worse, maybe. At the very least the concern of others keeps those who are down from being borderline dangerous, too. Everyone needs a little luv, y'know?

Thanx, I appreciate it *nods*

@Kitty K.O.:

lol no we're pretty close in age, I'm 21. I would never really say anything hurtful to anyone unless it's someone I plain out don't like! XD

It is a problem with young people get depressd but sometimes it can be over something silly, but that's just me!
I am bearly coming out of that state and I admit it was difficult and long.
I also hated being at home because it reminded me of everything I let go of because I was stupid and I was stuck there.

I usaully don't like commenting on post like this because I feel like I'm being nosy or something if I leave a comment! I get afraid of offending someone!

Still I hope you get better too! ^_^

@Artgrrl:

Thank you kindly

@toyotami kun:

Yeah. I hope things get better for you. I think you're younger than me, so I certainly hope so. It's bad when young people feel they're at a dead end =/

Depends on whether or not things get cancelled or not =/

No, you're not being nosey or pushy. I put up the post, so it's not like it's really private. And you're only saying that you hope I feel better. If you had said something like "Damn girl, get yo sorry ass up and do something constructive you lazy slimeball!" then I woulda had a problem, but you didn't, so it's all good =P

@Team Plasma N:

Just everything piling up inside my mind until I snapped like the twig I am... =/

@SaiKat:

Thank you

@xNotUnderstood:

Thanks

I kind of know how that feels, I was in the same place a while ago. I had nothing to look forward to and I was depressed. The only thing is that I never really had the guts to say anything about it.
At least you'll be out for while tomorrow! Have and enjoy yourself! I wish I could tell you how can cheer you up some more but it's hard because I still feel like that and am bearly getting out of that state.
I wish you luck and hope you feel better too!
and sorry if I sound a little nosy or pushy....

Oh dear what brought this on??? *hugs*

*hugs* I hope you'll feel better Q^Q

*hugs tight* ;n; Feel better soon, Kitty.

aw im sorry you feel so down Kitty ;___;
Hope you get to feeling happier somewhat soon