One thing to learn is that the only thing directors care about is trying to look good so that the class doesn't hr cut or they don't get fired so just stick through your decision.
No, if you enjoy it then don't I quit cause I didn't want to do all that stuff my mom made me. You can still do it just cut off some things in your other part of your life.
It's most likely anxiety, the best way to handle it is by doing less school and working out at a steady pace to create endorphines that make you happy and calm.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 05/03/12 | Reply
I wanna do bunches of things.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 05/03/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
That's cool! My dads pretty strict but I don't mind since there's not much I wanna do.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 05/02/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
My dad lets me do anything, is pretty chill with most things. So yeah.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 05/01/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
Do yall have fun, cause rarely do I with my mom.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 05/01/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
Every weekend i can
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/30/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
Do you visit your dad often?
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/30/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
Well, I live with my grandma. My dad's house is full of comfort.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/30/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
That's messed up, a home needs at least a small bit of warmth.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/30/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
Nice in my family is just gettin yelled at!
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/29/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
You hardly see any of that though noatyer where you go even your one family.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/29/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
Nice is only the absence of mean.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/28/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
That's true.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/28/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
It's in our DNA to mean. Some people may not be as mean as others, but are still mean.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/27/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
Very true but I don't think were that innocent when were young either cause we lie without being taught and bully someone whos different.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/27/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
But at the same time corrupt beings.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/26/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
Yeah that's the thing. Since were human were the only creatures to experience sympathand empathy.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/26/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
That it is. But we're human.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/26/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
It's really desturbing the thing people come up with.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/26/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
Stress, anger and fear all in one. Emotions controlling actions. Irrational thoughts.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/25/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
But I wonder how people come up with these crazy and stupid ideas.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/25/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
Yeah. I'd have to agree.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/25/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
That's how the whole terrorist idea got started.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/25/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
Oh so very true.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/25/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
Yeah but just like a good idea a bad idea can stay just as long.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/25/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
So stupid. I don't see the point in it. The skin color doesn't mean anything, its the personality.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
I know right!? Were 99.99% the same while the other % gives us our skin, eye and hair color.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
I really think racism is stupid. Its the color of they're skin, big woop.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
Same here although more racists than anything with their confederate flags and all.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
All we have here is hicks, rednecks, wanna be's and farmers. So not much to us.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
Hmmm I don't know how many we have here but I know that denton county is pretty big.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
Nope. Tiny little town, less then 8000. Most of that old people and teens.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
You must live in a big city. Denton's small so were all gonna see each other next year in college.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
But, I like it. My friends are there.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
But don't worry high school will be over in no time at all that's how it was for me.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
Yeah. That it is.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
Then you'll learn a lot fast, high school level is really quick.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
Just started.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
How long have you been playing.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
I'll look into that.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
You should learn fiddiles on fire and fiddle and stomp theyre fun pieces.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
Not really.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
Got any favorite prices?
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/24/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
I like a mix. The change in tempo. Omg.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/23/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
I like the fast strong music. Gets me shaking at the end.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/23/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
True. Some people calm they are good, but they don't feel the sound. They don't have the emotion.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/23/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
It's okay there are very few musical people in the world.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/23/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
I like the higher tone cause I can match some of it. Soprano. Flute is just a tone of its own that I'm not into that much anymore.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/23/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
Although the violin is nice I think the cello males the most beautiful sound.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/23/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
Already do that. Its so beautiful. I smile, hum, and sway when I play it.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/23/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
You'll like it. The vibration from the violin while playing is so strong you'll start swaying to the music.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/23/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
I'm learning violin! Lol, if I can get my health back then yes.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/23/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
Don't worry bout it I'm sure it'll come back to you even now I can still play decent on the violin.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/23/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
I've lost mine. lol.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/22/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
Yeah I bet, the lungs yall got always impresses me.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/22/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
I can't support the sound anymore. My lungs are like, "NO MORE FLUTE PLAYIN FOR YOU".
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/22/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
Ah, you play the flute? That's cool, I love that clear high sound.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/22/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
Yeah. The director knows I'm in bad health so, I think he'll be fine. He has six flutes so is all good.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/22/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
One thing to learn is that the only thing directors care about is trying to look good so that the class doesn't hr cut or they don't get fired so just stick through your decision.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/22/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
My director will be like "oh, okay. See you tomorrow then."
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/22/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
Don't pay any mind to the guilt trip they always do.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/22/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
True. I gotta tell the director and get my schedule changed.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/22/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
There's nothing to be ashamed about, there's no point in doing something if you don't enjoy it or truly want to continue.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/22/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
Alright. That makes me feel better about quitting now.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/22/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
Then there's your answer you won't miss it if you quit I know I don't miss any of that stuff.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/22/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
I don't enjoy it. I'm not competitive and that's all it is. Its too much for me.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/22/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
No, if you enjoy it then don't I quit cause I didn't want to do all that stuff my mom made me. You can still do it just cut off some things in your other part of your life.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/22/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
So, you think I should quit? I mean its causing me to fall into anxiety attacks without even being in band now.
Last edited by Demon Amber at 12:40:03 PM CDT on April 22, 2012.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/22/12 | Reply
@Kimi Sihu:
Same thing happened to me I was in soccer, track, cross country, violin, and soft ball. After I quit everything my health got a lot better.
Kimi Sihu
Faegrin (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/22/12 | Reply
@narutofangirl8:
That's what I was thinking. And, my stress is caused by marching band.
narutofangirl8
Otaku Legend | Posted 04/22/12 | Reply
It's most likely anxiety, the best way to handle it is by doing less school and working out at a steady pace to create endorphines that make you happy and calm.