- Created By animeartist15
He's going to be my end!
I can't take this anymore. He's goning to be the end of me. I haven't posted in awhile, for that I'm sorry. But I've had a lot to deal with in life. For starters my brother is up to his old asshole antics. He says he won't end up like my mother when she was his age, but hes doing worse than her, and he denies it. Heres his status.
Living with grandmother
Up to his neck in debt
Smoking
And constantly disobeys everything
My mother's status at this age, .k.a. 19.
Living in dorm at college
No debt, had a good job
Not smoking yet
Listens to most of what was told to her
My mom's wasn't a ton better, but it was better than Sean's status. He's just constantly driving me up the wall. He keeps doing little things that annoy me, but I can deal with those. When he says I do something, and he really did it, thats when I start getting angry. One time he ate on of those pre-made 16 cookie pack of cookie dough, and I got blamed for it. Or when hes being a bitch and keeps asking me to do all his crap, like to hand him the remote, when its on the table next to him, or making him a sandwich. And the one time I do, he doesn't even eat it. So the next time I made one, which just happened to be PB&J, I threw it at him, and he told on me. And he calls me the baby. Its a litlle grape jelly, get over it! And there are also the times he wants me to be his 'servant boy'. He asks me to do stuff for him, like turn off his t.v./light/PS2, or get him his drink that he left on the table. I'm so glad I'm only here 3 hours a day, cause I don't think I'd be able to handle living with him everyday. I had to do that for 12 and a half years of my life, I don't wanna do it again. I can't wait till he's in New York, or until I am, cause god knows his career is gonna crash and burn. He's trying to be a hair stylist, and they're suppose to be able to dye their own hair with no problem. Last time he died his hair on his own, he turned his neck purple for about a week and a half. And he blamed me! I wasn't even there. He can't blame me for something I wasn't even there for, thats false acqusation, which is a minor offense, but an offense all the same. And he just finds every oppurtunity to annoy me. And this adds to his cruelty and idiocrisy, he broke up with his boyfriend, in the meanest way. He didn't tell him straight-up, he did it over the phone. He said 'We're over' and hung up on the poor guy! I want to talk to Chris and see how he's doing, but I don't know his address, I hope Nicole or Becca know it, they're really the only people in Sean's friends that I trust, even if its just a little bit. Moving to a different note, everyone complains about what he does to my mother, who hardly sees him anymore. Hows she suppose to do anything about it?! She doesn't even talk to him! And then when people complain to her, she complains it to me! And when shes not around, I get complained to. And they say these things to me, and give me this look that says 'Well, wheres my answer?!'. I can't give you an answer! What do you want me to do about it?! I see the guy maybe three four times a week! I'm only 14, what do you want from me?!Even in those four times a week, I see him for three hours and he anoys me to no end. He keeps this up and I'm gonna go over the edge and he's coming with me! And we're both gonna hit the bottom, and only one of us will survive. If its me, I'll be free, and plead guilty to all charges, if its him, I'll finally be free from him, and he'll be put in prison. Both ways I'll be happy! I'm sorry for this long rant. I know I'm complaining, but if don't complain or vent, and I keep i bottled up, more than just Sean is gonna get hurt. And I don't wanna hurt the people I care for. Thanjk you gor reading, if you did. I'm sorry if this made you upset or angry or any other emotional extreme. Have a good day. And on a happier note,Spring Break is here! Yes! One week without him! I'm going over to my friend's house tomorrow, and I'm gonna get my ass handed to me in Super Smash Bros. Brawl. Adios mis maravilloso amigos y mis bastante amigas! (no that does not mean bastard, cause then I'd be insulting all my female friends, not complimenting them)
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