Konichiwa Mina-san!!

The name's Andy and welcome to my world ^^
I'll be posting a few thing now and then so feel free to drop by and check it out

Lonely

In the center of the room
I sit here quietly, I dare not move.
The walls are made of murky glass
Shadows are moving as time starts to pass.

I look outside, but I can't really see
Trapped with my thoughts it gets harder to breathe.
I know some place far where everything's fine
But I am chained down, so this place I won't find.

The sun is setting, my prison grows darker.
Awaiting the pain, my senses grow sharper.
Reality hits like a tidal heat wave
Scorching and burning, I scream to be saved.

But nobody comes, they never do
Just a stranger to them, this is nothing new.
The paths I chose put me here in this room
A tragic disaster, I bathe in the gloom

When the sun rises, I peer out again
Enchanted, observing - I don't join the game.
The far away people - they make me feel whole
At night it feels worth it, when I'm left all alone.

Take nothing but pictures, Leave nothing but footprints, Kill nothing but time..

im bored ._.
have nothing to do :/
the people i want to talk to arent even on >_<
and the ones that are one i dont really feel like talking to them >_>

Back for more

You tell me that you love me
You tell me that you care
But the next time that you make me cry
I doubt that you'll be there

You see cause when you curse me
And I think I can't take more
You find another million ways
To make my heart feel sore

Then suddenly you'll comfort me
Find ways to make me smile
Promising me that when I return
We'll be walking down the aisle

I wish I was less vulnerable
Wish I was less naive
Sometimes I even wish I could
Just get up and leave

But the truth is that you stole my heart
In so very many ways
That is why I tell myself
You're going through a phase

Perhaps I'm right, perhaps I'm wrong
Perhaps my thoughts are slanted
But at the back of my mind i know
You're taking me for granted

You say that you're still young
And won't be young forever
You still want to enjoy your life
I don't see why not together

I must say that you know me well
you know me inside out
You know that I'm in love with you
And this you cannot doubt

Yet I don't know why I love you
When you knock me to the floor
There must be a good reason
To keep me coming back for more

I'm afraid of 15 out of 62 common fears

I fear ...

[] black people <---Can u believe they put this one on first =.="
[] the dark
[x] staying single forever <---Is that a Fear?
[] being a parent <---You guys gotta give me this one
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[] heights <---im not afraid of heights but im afraid of falling down, does that count???
[] dogs <---Afraid of thier BITE!!! or teeth lol^^
[] birds
[] fish
[x] spiders <---afraid them biting
[] flowers or other plants <---Poison Ivy???
Total so far: 2

[] being touched <---Haha depends on who lol^^
[] fire <---Do u get burnt or just fire in genaral?
[] deep deep water <---hehe afraid of drowning, but not deep water....
[] snakes <---Hmmm....do they bite???
[] silk
[] the ocean
[] failure <---Hahaha have been in Accounting class since grade 8 lol^^
[] success
[] thunder/lightning <---Will it hit me??? if it hits me then YEAH!
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats <---Hehe they are cute man...
[] jumping from high places <---hehe im smart, I wnt jump then i wnt be scard of it =P
[] snow <--- is there actually a fear for snow???
Total so far: 2

[] rain
[] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges <---Hahaa...cant blame me....
[x] death <---I dnt wanna die after all the stress =P
[x] heaven <---Hey if everyone wants to go to heaven, even then bad ppl then YEAH
[] being robbed/mugged <---As long as i am alive im fine, dnt have anything for them to take =P
[x] falling off a cliff
[] clown
[] dolls <---What kinda dolls??? but neva the less i freak out but dolls either way
[] large crowds of people
[x] men <---only if they are in prison...>.<"
[x] women <---Hahaa u know when all men fear women!! XD
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors <---If the docter is a HOT lady then NO WAYS!!!
[] tornadoes
Total so far: 8

[] hurricanes <---Whahaha i am the Hurrican!!!lol FEAR ME!!!!
[x] incurable diseases <---Well duh if im afraid of death....
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th <---what if thats my friends Birthday????
[] scary movies
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[x] school <---does that include varsity ma?? becz im afraid of the Chief
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[x] becoming blind <---YEAH...then i cant see the beautyz of the world
[x] becoming deaf <---Mhmm.....
[x] growing up, old <---Growing up till 18 - 21 PERFECT, no older otherwise (....)
Total so far: 13

[x] creepy noises in the night <---i hate the boggy man
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals <---First president of South Africa ( Taiwanese)
[] needles
[] blood

Grand Total: 15
If you get more than 30, get some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of crap.
Tag 10 of your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia.
Now tag ten people and let them fill out the note,
see what they are scared of!

Now re-post with:
“I'm afraid of __ out of 62 common fears"

all i ask

They say that one touch is worth a million words. One look could commit you for a lifetime. If this is true, my life has been worth a hundred years. Then I have learned and said and committed to more than most people do in ten lifetimes.

Then i know if I lay my head down tonight and leave this realm, it will be in peace and love. I have no regrets, nothing that holds me back in life. Every breath i take is one more breath then I asked for. One more day I didn’t bargain for.

Only then I know that every memory i make, every person i meet, is there for a reason. They come and go like the seasons in a year, but the mark they leave in my life is immortal and nothing can rid my mind of them.

What does it matter if it’s a good or a bad memory, what does it matter if it was heavenly or if it still hurts to remember? Embrace every moment, find the reason within the happenings. See the bigger picture you weren’t suppose to see. See what they don’t want you to see or notice

Don’t be the fool. Fool them. You are who you were meant to be. Whether or not you are the best you that you can be, is up to the choices you choose to make.

All I now ask of you is not to be ignorant of all the things you don’t know or understand. Embrace the unknown, you never know what you might find.