Konichiwa Mina-san!!

The name's Andy and welcome to my world ^^
I'll be posting a few thing now and then so feel free to drop by and check it out

a simple lie

if i could tell a lie, i wouldn't even blink
but to do so would mean to sever my every limb
this fate that lays in front of me
this hate that makes the rage in me

i will pass none on
i will walk this path alone
if i could turn the hand of the clock, i would do it all with the same game in my mind

could you feel my rage
and if i gave my pinky will you swear to it

monotones of destruction becomes the flame and the ambition in your eyes fades away

the darkness will consume all in sight and soon you to will taste what scorn will bring to you

now pass on the light, say your last prayer, close your eyes and know, one day i will be there...

a painted poem

If I could draw you a picture of what it is my heart longs for,
Would you understand the colors I am creating?
If I told you there's more to this that what you seem to think,
would you understand the words I form with my tongue?

Now that the time is running out for both of us,
all we see is the perception of the illusion of time...
precious time wasted for opinions and meanings about things thought to be important,
but actually,darling, much greater topics became destined for us when we first stared into each others eyes.
A journey awaits, the gun is loaded... I''ll leave it to you to pull the trigger.

Now that my picture is painted, can you see the method to my madness.
Will you search deeper or will you fail to became stronger than the fear that holds you back?
Will you see what it is you are destined to see?

My Gift From God

Everything is fading away!
Everything is falling away!

I’m here sitting, writing this cry.
Not knowing where I belong!

There is no Place
For me here,
For on my face
a running tear.

There was a time, when we were happy,
A time, when we were sad.
There was a time, when I believed,
A time, I was deceived.

Then you cheated,
And broke my heart!
While I’m in peaces,
You’re off to a new start!

Now I remember, what God told me.
You are here, to be free!
I have sent you, from heaven above.
Created by, My power and My love!

You are here to bear other’s pain.
And in the end you have My love to gain.
You will suffer, and you will cry.
But you will come to heaven the instant you die!

Everything is fading away!
Everything is falling In Place!

Four white walls

Sitting between these four walls!
Four white walls.

They are as white as snow,
although loneliness is all I know.

For If there is only whiteness…
Is that not the same as total darkness?

Darkness Eternal!

I miss someone that I have yet to meet,
while I’m Crying a wet patch on this bed sheet.

All I do is laugh all day and making jokes,
when in my throat it’s only Chokes.

No one knows who I really am.
But then again I don’t think they give a damn!

So why should I care for them,
if all I get is Physics Quantum?

In the end it’s the same result,
everyone with their own little cult.

I’m still sitting here within these four white walls,
waiting, hoping for signs, or calls.

There is only one thing that I have to do…
Not to take my life in hope of being with you.

im crying for no reason :O

for some reason im crying for no reason, my mind tells me im not crying but my heart tells me i AM crying, maybe i cant show my emotions or feel it anymore so i cant tell if im crying coz im sad or something else
but for some reason this song kinda reflects my mood/emotion