Welcome to my writings where I write random stories and poems...Read them if ya want and enjoy please!

Why do they have to suffer because of me?

All of them
Put up with me
For all of these years
And never left
My boyfriend
He never left
Despite all of the crap he went through
Because of me
My friends
I lashed out at them
Betrayed them
Lied to them
They suffered enough
Because of me
If you are tired of me
Then leave
You don't need to suffer anymore
Because of me
I hate myself
Every last bit
Why do I do it?
I don't mean to
You all can hate me
For all of my mistakes
For al of my mess-ups
For just everything I put you through
For what it's worth
I hope you're happy
Without me there
To mess up your lives

Pizza Date

Together with you
Seems like enough
On a date , the two of us
Steaming cheese pizza
In front of us
You take the first piece
But you offer it to me
I smile and take it
We get to our last pieces
We look at eachother
You then put pizza sauce on your finger
You put it on my nose
I get embarassed
You start laughing and lick it off
i blush and then, look at you
You say " You're so cute when you get embarassed"
And you put your cold hand on my warmth face
You whisper " You cute pizza monster"
I blush even harder
We leave holding hands
I arrive home with you
As I say goodbye , you
Kiss me on my cheek
and say "I love you"
As you walk away , i shout
"That was the best pizza date ever!"
And I go in the house with a big smile on my face