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Now I Understand.....

I never was cut out for this
None of us were
Thinking back on it now
We were just lost in our field of dreams
I never was cut out for IT
I wasn't smart enough for this thing
Now I understand
I find script writing to be interesting
Now that I think of it
They lied to us this whole time
They never brung back the department
They even kicked us out of our old room
As a matter of fact, they never gave a crap about us to begin with!
They never did
You know what they did?
They just tossed us aside
To a crappy room with a dirty floor
No phone
A projector from 2000
They took us to a place where the announcements are barely heard!
"We're home!"
What the hell?!
Do you call this "home"?!
Being kicked out of your domain where no one bothered you
Being put into a shitty room with pretty much nothing in it!
They never gave a crap about us from the get go!
So, why even try anymore?
You should've just told us our department was over in the beginning
I can't believe I trusted in those lies
Now I understand..
I have a change of dreams
A change of heart
My dreams have changed
Because of the reality I live in

The Demon Within Me

I can't turn back, no matter how much I run! I can't go back , ever again! Leave me to die, you demon!
"Why? I'm having so much fun toturing your soul!"
I'm screaming in pain as she inflicts pain unto me. My whole body is on fire, like I'm being burned alive.
"Stop! Just stop!"
She lifts up my face and looks into my poor frightened eyes. She then, gives me an evil smirk and chuckles.
"I won't let you go, no matter how much you beg or plea. It's not going to work on me!", she said as she let out a laugh. I shook in fear as she circled me and my mind kept searching for answers.
"Hm? Are you frightened? Are you afraid..of your own self?!"
She hissed and then, grabbed me by the throat as she whispered in my ear.
"It's over. You're mine now and I'll make sure to make your body suffer while you're in hell."
I clenched my fists and decided to fight back. I took out my katana and slashed her in the chest.
"You're not going to take me away!! It's my body, not yours!", I shout as blood trickles from the blade. She started to laugh as she put her demonic claw on her wound.
"Impressive..you're starting to fight back. It's about damn time!"
We charged at each other about a few times, blood splattering everywhere with our blows. We stop finally and both of us start to glow.
"I will defeat you...with this final blow!"
"We'll see because if not then, your soul is mine!"
We charged at each other in our red and blue glowing states one final time and an explosion occured. Both of us are still standing after it when sudenly, I hear her fall to the ground. I turn back at her and walk over to her collapsed body.
"No! Don't hurt me! I'll leave you alone! I promise!", she begged. I shook my head and glared at her.
"Funny..You should've said that before."
I then, drive my katana in the chest. Her body turned to dust and I walked away.
"Finally, I defeated her..that demon within me."
I put my katana away and headed towards my next journey.
(It was 9 in the morning when I wrote this!! Sorry if it's poorly written or something! XD Just a random morning story!! Nothing special! Hope yu enjoyed it!)

Now I'm Happy

My spirit
Is now free
Happy, Carefree
Ready to soar
High School
Has made me realize
That I needed some smiles
Some laughs
To enjoy myself
If people saw me the year before
They probably want to wonder
If I'm happy now
Well, I am
I'm smiling , laughing
Having fun
Darkness is not a part of my life anymore
It has gone away and left for good
I have friends
I have teachers
Who accpet me now
I am no longer sad
No longer angry
Or upset
With myself or others
I'm happy God
I'm smiling
So, don't worry anymore
I'm now spreading my wings
And flying
Without being scared or afraid
Going head on
Without turning back