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The Monster Still Sleeps

My anger
It has grown still over the last 2 years
I am now happy
With no drama, no problems
Yet it still sleeps
This monster within me
It still laughs when I fall
It watches everything I do
When I struck her with my anger and she cried
I felt so bad
I never seen her cry before
I then wanted to cry
I couldn’t control it
My anger
It’s just built up inside me
Waiting to lash out at any given moment
To anyone I love
It just happened without warning
I took it the wrong way
I just got fed with her
I’m sorry
I really am
I just can’t control it
No matter how much I try to
Just forgive me
For this monster will try and harm you
It has a short temper
It can’t control its anger
Yet this monster
Has reincarnated into me
Just leave me be!!
Let me live with no anger!
Let me not go back to days of hell!
Just leave me be
I’m sorry
For hurting any of you
Old and new
Just forgive me
Forgive this monster within me
For it still sleeps