Name: Kimberly
Nicknames: Kimi, Kimi-chan, Kim, KitKat, Kitten-chan, The dumbest smart person in the world (courtesy of my friends and family), Crazy/Psycho/Insane, Genius, la-fee-de-morte(deviantArt), Katana Black(FanFiction.net), Katana Black (FictionPress.com), Katsody (GaiaOnline), Katsody (TinierMe)
Residence: East Coast, USA
Interests: Reading, writing, music, gaming, manga, learning. I'm a writer, a musician, a gamer, and a scientist. If Barnes and Noble, Game Stop, a biological research lab, and a ramen shop all decided to collaborate on a single store, I would live there for the rest of my natural life and be in pure bliss.

Welcome to my world! Please buckle up and keep your hands and feet inside the vehicle at all times. Don't worry about emergency exits; there are none. If you wish to exit before the ride is over, you do so at your own risk. If you sustain any form of brain damage, IQ reduction, and/or psychological disorder from any of these rides, I will not be held liable. Have a nice day and enjoy your trip!

Le Chat Noir

So, guess who totally took advantage of that 50% anime sale at Best Buy and snagged the last copy of the full DVD collection of Black Cat?

...ME!

I went out yesterday and got it. I watched the first two disks (eight episodes, I think) this morning. I am very happy. ^_^

I still have to do my history project and some Bio homework, about which I am not happy. >_<

But my writing project is going well, and I just bought another book, Fool, by Christopher Moore, who is awesome sauce and a barrel of LOLZ. Which makes me happy again. ^_^

But, my entire body feels like it just got steamrolled. Which makes me not happy. >_<

But doing track will help me on my goal of becoming a BAMF ninja-spy, so...it's all cool! ^_^

...I think we're good for now. ^_~

Delightfully yours,
KitKat-chan

Shot

So. Yesterday was the first track practice of the spring track season. Today I had practice from 9am to 11.

OWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

My body is so sore, I can barely sit comfortably. Oh, the joys of reintroduction to exercise. And this morning, I almost panicked when I weighed myself, and found that I had gained two pounds overnight...until I remembered that I always gain weight during track season. :p Muscle weighs more than fat, thank God.

Quiz and test Monday, as well as a history project due. Nyeah.

"The Internet is for porn!" I love Avenue Q.

My muscles are twitching. Argh. I'm going to call this a post and check out. Later.

Delightfully sore,
Kimi-chan

P.S. On the plus side, it was nice out, and I got that awesome feeling you get when you exercise in the morning? You know, like you're actually taking initiative and doing something good? Yeah.

Bloody Snow

So guess who was the smart one who cut her hand on a broken cup doing dishes last night?

...Yeah, me. I was washing a cup, didn't realize the edge was broken, and sliced right into the palm side of my right thumb. It bled...a lot. But that's cool. I like the taste of my blood. :3 And it could be a lot worse. At least I cut it the day after the spaghetti dinner. That would have sucked if I cut it before.

Speaking of, the spaghetti dinner was fun. Lots of laughs, a little bit of drama, you know how we do in the music department.

And SNOW!! We had off Monday anyway because they needed our parking lot for this huge funeral, but now we have today (Tuesday) off as well! SNOW DAY!!!

I swear, Mon Don NEVER goes to school.

So now I'm off to try and do some schoolwork and probably play some video games. Because I have no life. Seriously.

Geez, I haven't posted any writing up here in a while. But that's because of this massive project I'm working on that I may or may not have mentioned. Trust me, once I finish and post it, you'll understand.

Happy Square Root Day! (3 x 3 = 9? Get it? 3 is the square root...never mind. It was on the news, so it's not just me...)

Checking out,
Kimi-chan

Spaghetti

I gotta work out. I keep saying it all the time. I keep saying I gotta start working out. It's been about two months since I've worked out. And I just don't have the time. Which uh..is odd. Because I have the time to go out to dinner. And uh..and watch tv. And get a bone density test. And uh.. try to figure out what my phone number spells in words.

Ellen DeGeneres

Figured I'd start today with a quote. I'm feeling much better. I guess it was just a mood.

And I really do need to start working out. Spring track starts on March 6th, and I'm going to die. I can feel it. Bring on the cold weather and pain of epic proportions.

Also, this weekend is Spaghetti Dinner weekend, which is the only fundraiser out music department does. It's to raise money for our band trip, this year to Boston. We have three shows, and we serve a spaghetti dinner, and then after the people eat, they get to watch us play and sing and dance. Saturday is our dress rehearsal, which is from about 11 a.m. to 3 p.m., and then the actual dinner is Sunday, from 1 p.m. until probably 10, by the time we get done playing, cleaning up, and then eat. An all-day thing, but fun. You know what they say about good company.

But the thing is, most of my friends are in the music department, and we're all supposed to sell eight tickets to help with the cost of the trip. Generally, they tell you to ask your friends to buy tickets, and my mother has been telling me to do that, but she doesn't realize literally 90 percent of my friends are in the band or choir themselves, and the few friends I have that aren't don't want to or can't go. Honestly, she's not even going herself. So I'm probably going to have to write out the check for the hundred and four dollars myself, since I have nobody to sell them to.

I'm kind of tired, which is weird, considering I went to bed at a reasonable time, 10:30. Gah. One more day until a three day weekend.

Oh! SO, my bio test got moved from tomorrow to Tuesday, which I'm kind of mad about. I mean, not mad, you know how it is. Or maybe you don't. I'm making assumptions. Which undoubtedly always make an ass out of u and me.

But back to my point, majority of the class voted to move the test to Tuesday, which is SO not necessary, on account of most of the stuff in the chapter we already know from advanced bio, last year. It's always me and my friend Erica. We're always the minority. We always vote to take separate tests when Oliver wants to combine chapters, to keep tests on the day they were planned, and we always get voted down. We were joking with him. We've decided that while majority rules, the minority is smarter. So nyah.

And then I noticed that my Chapter 5 Social Justice quiz is not tomorrow, but Friday March 6, which was actually a pleasant surprise, as it means I don't have to study tonight.

So...I've pretty much nothing really to do tonight. Maybe I can relax, take a nap. I just had a great conversation about Ciera with my friend Katie-Bockin-the-Liar. (That's a story for another day, or at least later, when I have more time.)

A much more cheerful,
Kimi-chan

Um...I'm Not Okay? At Least Not Today...

Last night, I went to band for four hours. I went home, still had some homework-an essay and an article reaction paper-to do, didn't do it (as per the norm), went upstairs to my room, read fanfictions and listen to Mozart's Requiem in D minor until twelve in the morning, and went to bed relatively happy.

I woke up this morning, had pizza and milk for breakfast, listened to some more Mozart, and got ready for school, still feeling relatively alright.

I head out to the bus, and sudden I get the overwhelming urge to kill someone.

Seriously? I thought I was over this. I guess even the best of us relapse sometimes.

It's not even like I have any directed anger towards any one person. It's just...a general urge to destroy something, preferable something living. Maybe it's because I've been rather fed up with the human race in general over the past few days. How human beings can allow other human beings to live in poverty, in situations where not even the most basic needs are met. It frustrates me to think that there are people living in the world with billions of dollars that they don't even need or use, while children under the age of five are dying in the streets. On the whole, the human race rather disgusts me.

I tried to stay away from things (read: people) that set me off. I didn't want to say anything to someone in anger that I may regret later, you know? But then there are those who would get mad at me for ignoring them...whatever. I hate these kinds of moods, because if I tell people I'm in a bad mood, they start asking what's wrong, but nothing's wrong, I just want to murder you and tear the flesh straight from your throat and watch mercilessly as you choke on your last vestiges of life. That's all.

Then there are the people that know how not to bother me when I'm in this kind of mood, and I'm grateful for that.

I feel a little better know than I did before, partly because I spent last period looking up pictures of blood and gore, partly because I'm writing. I'm about to take a nap, too, so that might help.

Also, I have no school tomorrow. But I still have band, as well as homework.

It's not as bad as it used to be. It used to be that I couldn't even stand to talk to people, I was just so absorbed in thoughts of killing. But I have much more self-control, and I can lie to myself a little better. Plus I've got my Council and my Team. They help me stay in line, and calm me down a lot.

...I'm not crazy. Am I crazy for thinking like this? I don't really care. As long as I don't act on my thoughts, all is well. And as for talking to people in my head...I know technically, it's just me talking to me through made-up characters, but everyone talks to themselves. I just happen to have created different personalities through which to do so.

I am not insane. Mildly disturbed, maybe. Psychotic potential? I don't know. I might not be okay by some standards, but we like me just fine.

Murderously yours,
La Fee de Morte