What happens when you combine a passion for the arts spearheaded by the force that is Kingdom Hearts with a heart that is hard-boiled in pain breeding a thirst for vengeance? You get Kazama’s Keyblade!

I could best surmise that this world will host all of my musings into the void about my life and the varied experiences in it. Be they related to sadness or pain, happiness or joy, anticipation for future prospects or reflection on previous endeavors, they will be here for both you and me.

The Shonen Tale of Kazama's Keyblade

Quick Profile:
Name: KJ
Age: 25
Ethnicity: Black
Faith: United Methodist
Likes: This site. Anime/Manga. Movies. Video-games. Combat Sports. Rock/Heavy Metal. Crime dramas. Being humbly awesome and funny, although corny. Writing/Drawing stories.
Dislikes: Bullies. Idiots. Loudness. Being in dull or stale atmospheres. Horror Movies.
Good Qualities: Smart. Corny. Forgiving. Proud of moral compass. Determined. Witty. Eccentric. Creative.
Bad Qualities: Not very social. Family is discordant. Unintentionally standoffish. Impatient for certain things. Not musically inclined. Garrulous. Annoying to a fault.

Other Contact Info

Other Worlds:
Crunch the Chord (Music World)
Feats of Fandom (Analyzing my fandoms/things I like)

Miscellaneous
Obsessive about Kingdom Hearts
Taught myself how to jump-rope
Stans studio GAINAX & Trigger

Favorites & Resumes

My Anime Resume
My Current Watchlist
Video-Game Resume
TV Show Resume
Movie Resume

Music: Rock. JRock. Future Funk. Heavy Metal. OST. Reggae. Electric/Dubstep.
Bands: The Pillows. Avenged Sevenfold (A7x). All American Rejects. Coldplay. Madeon.

~!My Best Friends On Here!~

Domine Kuro
LightFykki
MangaKid
XxArrancarFanxX
nimbusoak
neilly
Darling V/Spider Queen
toyotami kun
DuArMittAllt
Creshendeath
clueless101
kita mikichi
Eiri Yuki s Lover
Team Plasma N
Larxy the Strange
WildGirl1977
Tauria
RaiumitheKHFan
Keba Si Rota
DemonsandAngels
LGA775
HotRamen2Go009
Blue Tea
Elemental Ninja
Elricbrothersfan
animegirl171
Sweet Tea
Eneko
Naomi Bear
-Shout yourselves out!

All [F]or Nothing

The past 10 years of my life have been a waste.

After everything.
After 10 years of hard work, blood, sweat, tears, money, time and prayers...
All of it amounted to nothing.

My life's goal has burned up in front of me.

Today I was rejected from the program I've worked my entire life for.

So now what?

I have no idea what I'm going to do next or how I'm going to manage myself in the next year to 2 years.

Right now I just want to be alone with my thoughts and try to collect myself, but no amount of silence gives me any peace.

I lament and mourn the life I worked for being burned in front of me.

I am so tired...

End of an Era: Reborn

The season of change. This is going to be a mix of a "Life Update" post and a "fandom" post. Feels like only a few weeks ago I gave that massive update since coming back home, and now I feel compelled to do another one....

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Winter Arc

This is the most critical moment. First off: Everyone I owe artwork to, I apologize. My art supplies got lost in international mail limbo and if things work out properly, I may receive them next week after over 6 months...

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Should I?

These are questions I ask myself when I have a day off and actually somewhat have my life together.

Who else can relate to constantly brimming with thoughts and ideas?
I certainly can.
Throughout the day, inspiration is everywhere. The only thing that isn't always abundant is time and energy to commit to it.

As cringe as some of this may be, I have a lot of "fan-fiction" esque ideas and stories that I have been holding onto.
Would anyone else be interested in reading them on this place or my other worlds?
On the off-chance that I get a day off or some personal time off, that would be something I could try to squeeze in between catching up on the x amount of anime I have missed.

I still haven't even done that extension of PGR thing (do we really want to bring that from the dead) where I tried to extend Hideki's story, but it's kinda in the same vane.
I usually put it on my FOF world, but the massive backlog and the amount of time it takes to do the preamble work to make sure the post comes out well usually results in me canning the project.

Plus, "What's the point?" That's what I normally ask myself.
Part of me thinks that certain places should be safe-havens for all of our cringe thoughts and ideas, and I feel like this place is it...I just haven't had the time, energy, or drive to do it if it comes off as pointless and doesn't really yield me anything, you know?

Sorry to end that on a sour note...

-Kazama

Challenge Update

Quick Update

To those who competed in my Challenge,

first off, I appreciate you, thank you for your hard work!

I apologize for getting the results in late, I went out of town and when I came back I got really sick. I've had a nasty head and chest cold for about a week and it made it to where I wanted to do nothing but sleep.

I'm coming out on the other side of it now, so the decisions should be made today.

Have a good one,
-Kazama