The past 10 years of my life have been a waste.
After everything.
After 10 years of hard work, blood, sweat, tears, money, time and prayers...
All of it amounted to nothing.
My life's goal has burned up in front of me.
Today I was rejected from the program I've worked my entire life for.
So now what?
I have no idea what I'm going to do next or how I'm going to manage myself in the next year to 2 years.
Right now I just want to be alone with my thoughts and try to collect myself, but no amount of silence gives me any peace.
I lament and mourn the life I worked for being burned in front of me.
I am so tired...
