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A good old bit of reflection

I'm not too sure where this post goes, because it is a musing, but about my life specifically.
I've been getting to that age where I've been thinking about life, what is behind me, what is before me, and people.
We've all been wronged many times, and we are given this popularised idea of what our lives should be, what university/ college life is all about, and the grandest of all, relationships.
My mum says that many facets of relationships do not make sense, and I think though I have not been in one, it is true. I don't understand things, and I just about get my own emotions let alone try to learn someone else's. You can't learn everything about someone anyway, only what they want to reveal in most circumstances, and I know that as fact, but then again, I've got a friend who's scared to know the things that exist within my soul.

I know that you are meant to explore who you are when in uni/ college, and go down new avenues, etc. etc. disasterous relationships, meeting new weird people etc. but I cannot help but become muddled by all that we are prescribed to, what the media and other mediums dictate us to do with certain expectations, but is it not all a little base and seedy?
For me, I think I do not have many of the 'alternatives' for paths to go down, and is just the emancipation of becoming my own person as girl turns to woman? Sometimes I just find this whole muddle physically sickening to be honest.

Don't break my heart, my achey breaky heart!

Well, that actually has nothing to do with the price of fish, but I went to my 3rd and last sport's day, and now I'm walking wounded!
I ran the relay and 200m at full pelt. (Please remember that I have no P.E. lessons whatsoever) I'm mash now!
I ran the 200m in 33.17 seconds, pretty good.
The thing is, nobody thought I could run because I'm academic, but that's not true; I'm really good at sports even though I can be really accident prone!
I got 4th, but the people were fitter than me!
The girl who did all the events was in just a bad condition as I was! She said she couldn't get out the bath and her mum had to lever her own, and when I had a bath, I kept dozing! I could have drowned, but I was so tired!

It's my brithday today!

Gosh I feel that people are only nice when you've got something!
I brought in sweets today, and suddenly people are all saying 'Happy Birthday', chancing that they will get a sweet. >_>
So, I'm to get a bday cake from my form class, but I think it may be chocolate, and I don't like chocolate cake... For some unknown reason, a girl that I don't like has ignited my hatred towards her, and I've been thinking of the things that she has done, and they are so treacherous!
My friend has gone funny on me because I am becoming friends with an old friend, and she thinks that I am replacing her, but she treats me like shit, so I don't get it! XD
I'm not doing anything for my 17th, and I cannot do anymore things today than I could do yesterday.

Birthday tomo's!

Ah yes, the beauty of entering my 18th year of life. I'm turning 17! W00t! My dad called yesterday saying happy birthday. Idiot.
I still don't know what I'm doing to celebrate, but it'll be a good day hopefully, and it won't rain! lol

One of my favourite episodes in the world!

This was one of my favouritest cartoons when growing up! I was a kid who grew up on Cartoon Network and Nickelodeon man! "I'm hungry! I'm tired! I'm nauseous!" ~Muriel. I so hated Eustace!
http://www.trilulilu.ro/ochiulpesticla/9aad8c38036831