Hello!!
I am tehmekemonster! If you are looking for random tidbits and words you've come to the right place! You can read as much as you want of that here! Feel free to tell me what you think of all of it too! Writing it doesn't do me any good if no one tells me how it could be better!!

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rain and neglect

My morning couldn't have started better. first of all I was awake, surprisingly refreshed for 5:50 am. The night before I had dropped like a rock and slept like a big sleepy log. I felt really good, winter is usually hard on me, I get cranky and agitated with out the sun out and it always rained around these parts.

Bus ride was quiet,this morning at school I was energized. Happy and excited for the online game updates I had been anticipating. The stage was set to be an awesome day, I was ready!

But lunch rolled around and one of my friends went home before I could see him again, that pissed me off. My friends told me to calm down and dampened my excitment about my gaming and by 1 o'clock I was all out of happy... again.

Seasonal affect disorder kicked in or (as i like to call it) SAD.

There goes my good day. I stayed after school to work on an project and my team members goofed off. It poured on my way home and I took shelter at a friend's place, and then I got a ride home so I can do chores and homework.

Today totally sucked, but now i'm home and mostly dry. I suppose I could have made my day better, not let my friends get me down and such. But what does one do when a friend causes problems? I ignore it 'cause it's easier than anything else to do. I don't like drama or problems or work actually. i'd rather sit and draw. maybe I should just go do that, huh?

the endevors of internet

What is the internet? Is it a series of tubes? A network of users and programs? or is it more simple? For me internet is all about communication, if you don't receive info what is the good? I've always wondered about internet because it is so vast yet intricately connected to everything we do nowadays. Here's a bit of fanfic I thought of just for you guys!

I sat on my pillow encrusted bed. I was three inches deep in fluff and spring but I was not about to sleep, I was too sad, and to excited. I'd become very close to a person I meet online, we were practically best friends now but my father noticed a steep drop in my grades and was threatening cutting of internet connection. I wouldn't be able to survive that.

My computer screen lit up, guess who was online? His name was Allen Walker, yes the anime character, somehow we had been able to connect over the world wide web. How? I often asked myself, why? I sometimes pondered. I accepted it as a miracle now, my own personal miracle, I would never tell a soul.

"My father wants to shut our connection" I told him through tears, "after two years this is how we end huh?" I began to elaborate and reminisce with him.

"Is there anything I can do?" he asked "please stop crying!" We started to talk about old times. Two years worth of rough and smooth sailing was about to end.

"I guess this is goodbye," he said as the clock neared 2am "I hope I can see you soon"

"You too"

My computer shut down, looks like my internet died or shut off. Either way I was alone now.

Funny thing happened a few years later. I met a cosplayer on the street near a convention one time. He talked like an old friend and told me he would never be far. Sounded strange at the time, but sometimes life is strange.

This is one of my favorites! I've mulled it over quite a bit these last few days. How's it sound?

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